Issma-Diaana

2007-07-10T19:04:00.001+08:00

harluu people.
just got some news from hunney.
im sure that someone who got ntg else to do but to tell her friend how i look like to her.
denga2 aku lepak dkt pasir ris pe!
and that someone is a friend to zeila and wannie.
goddd! i thought you were a nice girl. but end up you're not.
soo good of my hunney being nice to you.
i know she's your friend but did me and my hunney did smtg wrong to you?
and i think i know who tagged me with the name of "bloghoppers!"
eyh, get a life and use your name to tag me in the future.
never did i offended you or piss you off.
well, BINGO! we found out alrd who you are.

oh, she's someone in my school.
im thinkin of makin a new blog and invite some people.
that doesnt mean i'll invite all the people on my links.
some people are a two faced suckers.
nice on the outside but the mouth is hell worse then a satan.
you guys are older then me. please lah eyh.
shesh.

kay people. im gettin my ass doin my new blog.
will invite some people that i love and appreciate as a friend only!
not some bitches and snitches.
byebye!

2007-07-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

heluuu!
im feelin kindda sick right now. and this feelin makes me soo lazy to update my blog and all.
but this blog will look kindda dead though.
and now im updatin people! happy? nyohoh~

alright. yesterday was my beloved moma's birthday.
well, all my money have been spend. soo, i plan to get her a fish lah.
hunney caught it. its nice and fat. and heavy!
we bring it home. moma thought we bought it. cause if we were to buy it, its expensive.
shes happy. i can see it.
happy birthday mommy! i love you! may all your wishes come true, stay and live longer as long as i still live so you can still pamper me and buy me everythang that i want like how i do now and may you look as youthful as always and keep low of your naggings! hehehe. mwuacks!
and on the birthday itself. popa bring her out.
tak ingat nak balek tau drg! luckily i set my own alarm to school.
but its okay, once in a while. hehehehheheeeeee=D

last 2 days. me,hunney,alia,mus,shan jing,khairi went to esplanade for the fireworks.
as soon as we reach there, dillah and imran told us the fireworks finished alrd.
hahaha! its okay for us. all the people heading back to the mrt while us heading to the bay.
got some band performance. nice songs but my hunney hates it. heh!
reached home around 11.45.

and today. my body temperature rise and my head's spinning non stop.
i try to sleep in class but those mofo's kept on makin so much noise.
only my hunney know whats the reason.
my dearest nadrah finally fulfill her treat on me. cheeesseeee frriieesss!
hahaha. thanks hor.
accompany hunney to his oral and he send me back.
he's sucha sweetheart! i slept on the bike itself by leaning my body on his back.
although its a bumpy ride, it felt soo comfortable.

okay people. i need more sleep due to my fever i guess.
bye!

he's actually biting my cheeks. hahaha!

2007-07-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

hello people. its been afew days since i last update.
heh!

yesterday. didnt go to school. because of the electives module of course!
moma even asked me out to the metro sales.
but too bad my hunney asked me out first. so i went out with him instead.
we decided to go arnd the pond. and guess what? i caught a fish for him!
he need one for his empty fish tank and a replacement for his beloved fighting fish.
thank God he loves it. and i decided to name him gendut.
bahaha;)

today, thanks to sudaha. hehehehe. we did smtg.
only some people know bout it. i dont want some teachers to read bout this you see.
we ate our breakfast and all. and fetched my hunney sume.
then when we're otw back to his crib. got this couple argueing.
the guy shirt was torn and the girl got a tight slap from that guy.
the girl shout like fark. i got shocked out of my wits sia.
me and hunney continue our cycling till his crib. he change and all sume.
went to the playground behind his blk. sat around there.
we were bored and soo we played some kind of game. its like a kid play uh.
tapi funnn. hahaha.
proceed to the pond. like again. and i caught some fishes again!
around 12 okay! heheheehehehe

i got alot of pics that i want to share with you guys.
but i'll just put afew okay=D

that's sudaha.=D

2007-07-03T20:14:00.001+08:00

just got myself home from ITE college east.
goddd, its fuckin boring lah can. stupid elective modules!
i rather stay in school then getting my ass there till 5 pm.
told my moma and she told me no need to go since its a waste of time.

hunney fetched me just now. and he bought me somewhere.
its a nice place to go and its stress-freeeee.but got alot of flies and lizards.
hah!

oh, yesterday i got my bike sprayed and pimp-ed! hahahahahaa.
nahhh, just abit touch up here and there. its not that nice though.
will take a pic of it soon okayy.
now, im craving for cheese fries. been waitin for that someone to buy me one.
that someone is like urghh!! ni lah bdk bbl werld. u kutdz! hahahar=p

to all the people on my tagboard. you guys really give me the strenght!
espeacially my girlfriends. god, i love you guys.
although its been sometime since i last hang around with you guys.
in my heart, I LOVE YOU GUYS! ALOT OKAY! =D

and to my hunney genduuut, u better remain that way okay.
nomore changes. =D and it seems like someone is fetching me before school everyday from my crib. HEAVEN!!!!!! yey! i love you baby. thanks for wakin up 4.30 in the morning just to fetch me. your're the sweetest thing on earth hunney. although sometimes its either me or you can be a pain in the ass, i still love you. more then everything on earth!! to be easy, he's my life. without him means theres no me.

2007-07-01T14:01:00.000+08:00

bout the case below. its over.
someone apologise and yea, i accepted. -.-
well, let bygones be bygones. i dont care if she still wants to keep that pic.
i got thousands more then her, why should i care for a freakin pic?
and my boyfie looks cute there! haahhahahaha.
but still, i hate you b*!

school has been alright. the new teachers really looovveeee meeeee!
serious. hahahahhaha. nahh. joke.
my maths has been improving thanks to that new teacher.
and thank God that Neo didnt teach me again. yey!

yesterday was my class flag day and afew schools too.
my classmate all attitude like fark! we fold the donation bag and went to eat our breakfast.
then off to sunplaza park. gerek!
all the changkat changi people handed back the bag empty while the rest all heavy nak mmps!
we even tore the bag! hahahahahaha thanks to zarrin uh eyh.
and the stickers, we burnt it. hurhur

hunney fetch me after that. and off we headed to my crib.
just left the both of us at home. we make cookies and watch some cd's.
from 1pm till 7pm. what you expect? we had alot of fun.
and people, my mom know he's around in my crib. so u guys dont have to be so curious okay.

today, im rotting arnd at home.
hunney went out with his sister.
hrmmmm. okay now. byebye.
aw aw. ghahahahahah

2007-06-27T20:34:00.001+08:00

i dont understand. why bitches nowadays tend to talk big but no actions.
i've just completed my words on that WANIEEE bitch!
oh, she's acting like a lil girl who needs her boyfriend right beside her.
awwwhhh! MASEH ISAP SUSU MAK DIER PE TU PSL!
and she's like sayin"ako malas nak layan pmpn cm kau."
well actually she's running out of bloddy point. hahahahahahhaa!
the boyfriend as per normal, KONEK KECOT NAME JE JANTAN.
i pissed him off and he end up exit from the conversation.
really sia, why these people cant have a proper job to do. then destroyin people's relationship?
that fuckin WANIEEE end up, steping like she's busy.
and i told her,"ah mane kau peh boyfriend. cm siak laen kali jangan nak step mane peh power ah eyh. beh suroh mataer tolong. SEDEEEEHHH!"
hahahahahhaa. gerek siol.
and she kept calling me sial. pkr aku kesah sgt psl tu perkataan sia ni betina!
haish. and bout that pompan despo, i feel like meeting her and slap her right on the face and kick her vagina wide apart.

okay people. i dont know why im soo happy. hehehehehehe
bye loves!

2007-06-26T18:06:00.000+08:00

'ISSMAFEEQ - posted 26/6/2007
pe yg not mature? kau yg minah bunge maseh simpan gmbr jantan yang tak hingin nak dngn kau. eyh kau yg tak mature ah eyh. just accept the fact lah ORANG DAH TANAK KAU MUSIBAT! ape yg luv that matters? kau tattau pasal love kau tutop kau peh mulot ah eyh. jangan nak step ajar aku. kau tgk diri kau sendiri. suke hati aku ah sia nak jealous ke tak. tu jantan siape tu skg. muke jangan jadi taktau malu ah girl. hahahahahhaa kau pernah amek gmbr ngn jantan laen? kau blng aku sape nak amek gmbr dngn kau?muke jangan jadi taktau malu ah girl. hahahahahhaa kau pernah amek gmbr ngn jantan laen? kau blng aku sape nak amek gmbr dngn kau? merosakkan gmbr ade ah! "TK SEMESTINYER KO LAMER NGN DIA KO LEH KEKAL SLAMER NYER KAN" wah wah wah JEALOUS KAPE AKU KEKAL NGN DIER DARIPADE KAU SEBULAN TAK DPT CIUM! hahahah. break ngn feeq psl nk kiss? alalalalala kesian lah. eyh aku rase bangla klau tgk kau pn dier tanak kau ah sia.

- iqsan ' - posted 26/6/2007
eyh kau bobal jgn nk step ane nye besar eyh. oops sorry isma dier mak2 eyh. arh2 lah luper. hahaha. eyh gmbr kau buat spoil muker feeq larh. kau klau tnk kene criticise tkmo ltak uh gmbr bodoh. spell criticise pon tk tol ader hati nk step mature. haha. love tht matters?. haha u trying to be joking rite? isma's love for shafeeq is better and deeper larh eyh. haha. kesian larh lu. haha.die tk jeles cume meluat ngok org laen stim sendiri menyebok ltak gmbr mataer dier kat acc kau bodoh. desperate larh lu. haha. break psl kiss? haha kesian eyh isma. da larh aku pon tk suker gmbr korg duer tk swit langsong. muker isma ngn feeq aru switt. haha. kesian larh kau. kau klau nk step mature cm gni. 4get the past and start anew beggining. paham tk? kau letak gmbr kau ngn feeq jdk kau nk org tawu yg kau ader mataer kan sbnrnye kau tkder. haiyoo kesian larh org2 cm kau nie. kau nie bkan aper taw cume bahan kekek arh haha.

~~rebBellOus~~ POMPAN DESPO! - posted 26/6/2007
KIWEK!!!!KO TKDE TOPIC LAEN PE SIAL NK GADO SAL NIE...DA TENTU GMBR AJER..SAL GMBR PON NK JELES PE GAL..TK SALA PE..LEK SUA AKU TK PERNAH AMEK GMBR NGN LELAKI LAEN..JGN NK BBL COCK AR..AKU NK DLETE NI GMBR KE TKNK KE SUKER ATI AKU AR..NIE KO NYER A/C KE AKUNYER A/C..?BRAPE LAMER KO NGN DIA PON TK GUNA GAL..TK SEMESTINYER KO LAMER NGN DIA KO LEH KEKAL SLAMER NYER KAN..WATEVA IT IS ITS LUV TAT MATTERS..IF U TINK CRITISE PPL IS A GREAT THING THEN I SHUD SAE TAT U R STILL NOT MATURE YET..KO FKR AR

THIS IS THE FIRST ONE. READ FROM HERE THEN ON THE TOP.
'ISSMAFEEQ - posted 25/6/2007and you know what? muke kau mcm mak2 kau tau tak. hahahahahahahahahahhahaahhahahaha rabak. gmbr kau ngn feeq first time pe amek gmbr ngn jantan. tak pernah amek ngn lelaki laen? patut lah kau simpan eyh. sorry ah pompan. feeq skg aku punye. kau dipersilakan delete gmbr dier. dier pn dah tak ingin nak dngn kau. tgk diri tu dkt cermin! muke cm siak. kesian u were expecting for him to kiss you.well too bad! hahahaha. kau ngn dier sebulan je? SEBULAN AJE? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. KAU GY SIMPAN DALAM2 SUA

heres here fuckin friendster! enjoy!
and she just deleted iqsan and my comment. kentalan jubs!
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=27675827

THE BITCH THAT I WAS TALKING BOUT IS THE ONE WITH THE BLUE SHIRT.
MUKE CAM MAK2 TAK SEDAR DIRI!
and you know what? she just want to tell all the people she's actually attach. PADEHAL TAK LAH SIA! sape nak gy mataer ngn dier? muke pecah!
thats why she put feeqs pic. kesian kesian!
she just cant accept the fact that feeq is mine and we alrd been kissing for more then 100000000025348678468454121213231 times.
while she break with feeq cause feeq doesnt wants to kiss her! hahhahahahahaha
dier pkr aku ade satu gmbr je dngn feeq. padehal lagy berlambak daripade dier.
haish. pmpn despo,pmpn despo.

2007-06-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

i saw shakilah. the bloody anugerah girl.
but oh well, iyliee look 9521244545444554 times prettier then her.
i just hate that anugerah girl. menyampah.
annnnnnddd. my boyfie use to like idolised here while i like action2 idolised si alif tu.
then amek kau muke pmpn tu lively. dkt tv je lawa.
trs boyfieku tak suke dier lagy. HAHAHAR! tu lah tak denga kate.

kay just now was like the first day of school.
i fuckin hate it lah. my f.teacher change my seating alrd.
ape seh! mendaksssssss. aku ddk sebelah nasran ngn bdk perangai tuh.
and that budak perangai klau angin dier dah naek, dier suke lempar2 benda.
its been 3 BLOODY TIMES HE PUSHED MY TABLE AND ALL MY BOOKS WERE ALL OVER THE FLOOR. KNNBEY.
well, not me alone, with a few more! serious uh. seram uh dudok sebelah dier.
behind me hazrin! ade jgk geng. and zarrin 2 tables away. and fazly seating infront of me.
GODDDDDDD THIS IS SOOO DAMN BORING LAAAAH!
i want to seat with halim and ashrafbonch siak! gggrrrrrrrrrr.
i had soo much fun and laughter when i was seating with them last term.

my body is aching like hell now. i need some sleeeeeeep.
okay now. toooodles!
fuck. i miss this hair.

2007-06-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

okay im now all worn out!
went to tiong bahru,tanjong pagar. the WHOLE fuckin tanjong pagar. with my sayang.
just to find that stupid prince edward road. thanks lots to my dearest mande! =D
but its okay. its actually i need to get smtg from the mediacorp place for feeq's father.
since i know the place, why dont i help him kan.
aiyoooo. sorry baby! kite lupe uh tmpt dier kat mane tadi! sooolyyyyyy! heeehe.

im sooo glad and fuckin relieved that my hunney accepted my sialan hairstyle.
and im sooooooo love his new hairstyle. mcm zaman dier sec 1 gituuu kan!
cume sec 1 ade jambol yg nie takde. haiyo.
i drew smtg last night for him and wrote smtg uh.
the inspiration suddenly came out of a sudden. well, it turn out quite nice!
my hunney love it. but smtg were missing in there. i cant find out what's the missing piece.

afew more hours. the gates of hell is finally open. aaarrrrggghhhh!
im still in the holiday mood uh. boring siak skolah. knnccb.
tapi takpe, look on the brighter side. theres only 4 months more.
yeaaaahhhhhh-
and teachers dont blame me if i dont do well. seriously, im not in the moood uuhhh!
summore im the monitress. sape nak gy layan sak jage tu jage ni amek tu amek ni suroh tu suroh ni control tu control ni. eeeeeeeeeeeeee.
si zarrin tu bkan boleh diharap! aisey.

i need sleep. besok sekolah. manyak leceh woo!
krg tgktu due budak. kene sumpah. dngn slipar2 skali. haish-.-

2007-06-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

here's some sneak peak.
dont laugh at me when you see me outside.
i look soo...eeeeeeeeee. i just cant wait for my hair to grow longer.
grow hair GROW!
omg zarrin, we're on the same boat. wwuuueeeekkkkk='(
kanina.

2007-06-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

harlo.
okekey, bout that bitch on my previous post really tanak kalah and still trapping people's heart and made people fall in love with her.
now you wanna know who she trap? well, He's feeq friend and we use to be close last time.
and i really adore his use to be girlfriend.
well now, that bitch is on the way. i hope that bitch wont make that friend of mine feel worse or antg lah.
but still, i hate you. DOG.

yesterday, i've been having my cramps all along. period.
went to changi with my hunney and iqsan.
alot of things happen. Bad things mind you.
my beloved rod went into the sea. in the middle lagy.
oh, thanks to iqsan okay! heh. but i dont really mind.
cause im selling that rod off.
the rod is like 8/10 feet. red in colour. with the blackjack reel. and its actually the real price for the both of it is like 60 plus okay. now im selling it at 25 and above.
its pending alrd.
next time i'll take a pic of it okay.

today, i planned to stay at home. urgh
my hunney pn go out with his auntie.
perhaps tmrw i'll go out. okay lah, bye people.

2007-06-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

okay. now imme tell you bout this fuckin bitch.
she's a kaypoh woman you see.
well, she use to be feeq's friend. but now she's not.
cause she's a friend to feeq's ex. the most ugliest one. HAHAHAHA.
and last time, i accept her request.
during "ISSMA-" account lah. and she know im with feeq that time.
soo, she put a pic that feeq and his ex together lah that time.
she thinks im like soo emotionaly hurt and i'll take the decision to break with my hunney.
ape saje tah ni pmpn. pkr aku minah bunge. ni ah umor 16 tapi kepale otak, otak budak 5 tahun.
and woman, i dont give a fuck. now i got his ass and he got mine.
you pathetic dog go and find something else to do.
stop adding ISSMAFEEQ account lah damnit!
we will not accept you. ever.
klau kau betol2 nak aku ngn feeq break kan, kau dtg lah jumpe aku ye. tu muke kau tu kasi repair dulu. kaypo sgt ni ape hal. kau pkr aku heran pe klau kau letak gmbr feeq ngn ex dier muke mak2 tuh? eyh! bukan ifah eyh. ifah lawa. this one i dont know her name.
and pmpn, kau letak lah gambar tu dkt main display kau kay. aku ade berlambak gamba aku dngn feeq. bodoh peh anak!

kay done. wanna know her name? her name is w-a-n-n-i!
and i think kan, all the people with the name of wanni have the bitchy and childish kindda attitude. kan fisah kan? heeehehe

i kindda miss my classmate. but i hate goin to school.
shesh!
plus tmrw im goin fishin again. yey!
kay bye people.

2007-06-20T13:50:00.000+08:00

yoha! heeeheheee.
yesterday is been a really super duper fun-nesss!
myself and hunney bought this small portable barbeque pit.
plus all the charcoals and fire starter for only $4.90. worth it kan!
we reach changi around 5 plus.
start the fire sume. kecoh! hahaha. he bought some food along.
pangang sume, fuh. gerek.
at night around 9 goin 10 plus we barbeque again cause that thing can be use only like 4 times.

then at 2 plus in the morning we walk around the changi carpark.
banyak bapok sexy lah siak. kiwaaakkkkkkk-
alot of people were queue-ing for them. in cars lah. some lawa jgk. hahahaha!
dah penat dah tenok bapok we went back. beh ade bapok firece depan kite.
badan kes angkat berat nye. me and hunney walk behind him or her-.-.
cause we are walkin on the same direction kan! bukan nye sengaje.
where got time! hahahahah.
then got some mats disturbin him or her. they're like,"feeeewwwwwuuuwwwwweeett!"
hahahahhahahahahaaaa. then the bapok like jalan mengade-ngade.
and my hunney say bapok like that kind of attention. suke lah tu.
plus one of the bapok mesti jealous saw me hugging my hunney infront of him.
i know my baby looks hot and irresritible! hahahahahaaa.
went home just now around 12 plus afternoon.
and im damn tired. but well, i just love my baby! alot!

i think i have the habit of burping out loud infront of my hunney.
i just loovveee it. hahahhahahaa! and yawn too!
well, didnt watch anugerah yest. i wan alif keluar seh.
suare dier tak sedap. atleast roslan and kassreeal better than him.
aiyooo the wildcard spoil laaahhh! dah baek2 klua. boooooooo!

hrmmmm. i think i wan to go fishing again uh.
cause seeing that uncle caught alot of fish makin me feels like i wan to be in his luck.
maybe on the 22th uh then boleh okay gendut!
kesian gendut aku nak pancing semalam tapi tak bawak rod. apedah.
next time okay? ;)

kay lah. i need some sleeeeeeeeep.
bye people. god bless.

these are some of the pics of yest. theres more but im lazy. heh

2007-06-19T15:09:00.000+08:00

uhhuh. i've alrd changed the blogskin.
i know this one look kindda sucky. and plain.
but i dont mind or care cause the inspiration of makin one is no longer in me uh.
im lazy maha lazy.

today i got a barbeque date with my hunney!
and perhaps we'll fishing around there till tmrw morning.
urhmmmm.
we should treasure every single minutes of this holiday cause a few days time, the gates of hell is open. aarrrggghh.

okay lahh. bye people!

2007-06-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

hellu!
okay now im soo tired + weak.
im having a fever but still i love today! =D

early 8am, myself and hunney went to changi for fishing.
well, its fun though. its my hunney's day i guess.
cause you know what? he caught 3 fishes and a crab!
its fuckin hard to get that kindda luck at changi you know.
should count my hunney lucky. hahahaa!
i got my own rod too. but only caught a fish. atleast smtg kan.
my hunney, fuh, skit2 naek sak. hahaha
but we'll go again soon. SOOOOOOOOON.

went home around 7 plus.
bathe all sume and now here i am!
i need to talk to my hunney badly today.=(
cause tomorrow im out of town. bahhhhhhhhhhh!
goin to miss him fuckin much. oh its 3 days 2 night.
but nehmind, i still got a extra simcard to roam around.
wooooooooooo! tapi masih sedeh seh.
but i swear i'll be back on the 17! my love anniversary!

okay now. i need to pack my stuffs.
god, i hate this feeling. shoot.
bye.

thats the crab, the rare fish, the fish my rod caught, and thats ikan sembilang.
they really make my hunney happy and for me, they prove me wrong that fishing are stupid.
arrrgghhhhh! im gonna miss you badly my hunney genduuut! =(

2007-06-13T15:34:00.000+08:00

hey.
nowadays im quite busy with the things around me.
i dont even have the time for myself.
but thank god, now i have the time all by myself.

last night. i dont know how it happened.
and i dont want to recap it back.
its too painful and its a disaster for me.
now im letting it go. =)

4 more days till me and my baby's anniversary.
how wonderful and great it can be.
i just cant wait for us to be a truly item.
this is just love, not some kind of tie.
10 months is a great feeling.
try lookin back, how many obstacles and tiffs we have overcome.
and the sweetest memories, is all in the heart.
now, we got a far ahead future. to continue on with our love.
just hope we can overcome all those problems that God send to us.
like the malay said,"semua perkara ada dugaan dan cobaan nya"
so is with my relationship. im soo proud of myself and him.
we're soo strong. but well, other couples are strong too. veryy.
lets all who's in a love relationship pray to God that we will get every blessings and overcome any fears and carry on with our love. =')

okay now. my mom just bought me alot of things for my room.
i need to get my ass doin it. bye loves.

2007-06-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

heylooooooo.
fuuuuhhhh. im freakin tired right now.
i can sleep anytime,anywhere.
but its okay cause tmrw im busy doin smtg else.

just now early 8am i just woke up and sat at my sofa facing the door.
waitin for my hunney. then he arrived alrd, he gave me a peck.
hmmph! that time i havent bathe lagy. hahahah.

i sooo know it he just love that smell! haha
bathe,siaps sume. and i think i took alot of time seh. hah
took taxi to jurong.went there for hunney's uncle engagement.

reach the crib. alhamdulilah. most of the aunties and neneks all i know.
soo no need to malu2 u! hahaha.
me and hunney reach there early 9am plus cause my momma made some cakes for them to hantar at the lady side.
reached there. nobody was there except for afew.
chatted with hunney nenek sedare sume. gerek!
then i helped out with the food packing with the aunties.

around afew hours the family all came. alot.
but best~ ade banyak baby!!
all the baby is between 2 years and below.
but im sooooo in love with this 9 months old baby nabil.
feeq's cousin lah tu. i kept on carryin him and kiss him non stop.
and got this lil girl name tasha.
i carry her and leaned her at my body and kept on tapping her to sleep.
in the end she sleep lah seh! wah bdn aku mcm katil ah ni kirekan. haha.
told my hunney to carry her to the room but when hunney carry aje she woke up.
apedah ni tasha. hahahahah.

eat everything sume when to the pihak pmpn side.
ribot sak tmpt. but all the hantaran are superb uh k.
the food there all not nice. ate at hunney's side better. sedap giler.
around 6 plus went home with hunneys grannies,mom,brother and his sister.
we took a lonnnggg trip from jurong to simei.
kesian sayang aku sorang tuh. saket kepale=( massaged his head sume.
hope he'll get better soon=)
then hunney accompanied me till his home bustop.
took 12 and here i am!!

so its a 13 hours with feeq lah ni today! hahahahahhaha
okay lah. im soooo tired. byebye people.

me&feeq's lil sister.
this is the 9 months old baby im taling about. NABIL!
sayang aku sorang ni.
and thats me and my baby's smelly pillow. he gave me his and i gave him mine!
yeayyy!

2007-06-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

im suppose to be on the phone with my hunney.
well, i extend the time. hah.

this morning, hunney came over my crib.
its been 2 days we havent meet. cannot tahan! hahaaaaa
then momma told me to bring hunney along to geylang
to buy some stuff for hunney's uncle engagement.
sebab mak aku tolong buatkan gubahan untuk family dier.
bukan pasal feeq sedare aku sendiri tau! hahahaaaaaaa.

we walked around and bought the stuffs.
ni kite tige mcm fantastic 3. jalan tak habes2.
we ate at haig road. ate till our fill.
skali hujan dahh.

went home around 7 plus. fuh peh penat.
hunney sit around at my crib at around 9 plus then he went home.
sedeh. =(
soo i checked my emails and friendster sume.
suddenly my hunney outside my crib with his bike afew minutes later.
myyygoddddd. tak terpranjat berok aku dibuatnye.
i was soo happy also la.
my momma asked him to eat first. and bring some home for his family.
soo he went home around 11 plus.

thats why i extend the time for him to call me.
wuahahah. genduuutttttttt.

2007-06-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

Even after all these months,
And it pains me so much to tell,
That you don't know me that well.

hell-o.
first of all. sorry to all my classmate for me not to overnight there.
i know you guys kept on sayin,"klau blh overnight uh isma! pls!!!!"
so sorry my dears. im too tired. bah.
perhaps next time okays? =D

just now i bought prawns for the chalet as i think they're short of food.
went back around 5 plus from the chalet. but my mind change.
i decide to give my hunney a surprise by goin to changi.
he's fishin around there with his friends.
sooooooo, went there and i search for the whole fuckin changi, he's not there.
dissapointed & sad is the feeling that i got. sedeh la! wuueekk...='(
but then i've alrd called afew of his friends. tapi failed! nyohoh.

texted ena otw back. meet her at eastpoint.
then went back home. fuh! macam nak tidur beb.
but to think back,later my hunney call eyh! then i wait and wait.
skali correct lah he called! heheh. we talked for awhile cause he's goin home.
sooner or later he's callin me again.

now im in total bored.
its like everyday i went out. even if im broke.
like just now la. i was short of fuckin stupid 5cents to buy that crunch choco!
then i search my wallet like fuck. there goes my heavenly crunch choco.
bought Mnm instead. kanina-

oh ya. yesterday me and hunney watched shrek 3 at Princess.
heeehehehheeeeee. at bedok. it cost like 5 bucks for the tics.
cheap kan? summore gt more privacy. not like GV. soo the crowded.
he have to go home fast cause his popa forget to bring his key.
then ni gendut left the keys with me? cmne dier ngn popa dier nak masok rumah?
aku ni pn slenge, dah naek bus baru igt. pfftf!
soo i went down at melville and run all the way till his block.
find him at his crib, nobody. under his block also dont have.
called his sister, suddenly he appeared at the stairs.
how happy and relieve can i get? wooooooo.
then i went home lor after passing him the keys.
i know im sooo sweet! hehehehe. tattau malu.

so now imma post the pics i took yest and today wokey.

Chalet

2007-06-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

korang korang..haish!
there's like more then 5 people kept on askin me the same question.
"kau dngn feeq dah pernah maen kan?" kay siak ah tu.
whatever you guys think okay. aku malas nak laaayaaaan~
even my bestest friend. all i do is, LAUGH. -.-

now i just came back from fetchin my darling from school.
had LJS with my love one and he sent me home.
i freakin forgot that i left my umbrella at LJS.
called Halim, he didnt picked up. so my hunney have to laaahh patah balek.
bah.

tomorrow moma is out of town.
left me alone at home. yeaaahhhh baaabbbbyyyy!
im sooooo goin out tomorrow. pegi mane eh?

i made people blogskin by afew minutes.
while for me to change my blogskin takes MONTHS!
im soo lazy you see.

i didnt meant to. but we were just being silly.

oh love,its not that i've been pointin or accusin you purposely.
its my mind and my bad for makin your day down.
im sooo sorry baby.
i just cant help it. like i said, i want it to fly farrr away
and you know what? i love you too much.
thats why, perhaps.

2007-06-03T12:07:00.000+08:00

you were busy damnit.

i have this kindda feelin that i hate like freakin most.
its like i want to switch off my brain and let it go away.
let it go far away and never come back.
shesh.

urhm. life has been boring lately. really.
only god knows how it feels like.
hyper super gogo's people only make my day.

7/8 is my classmate's chalet. perhaps i'll only drop by.
and the rest of the date. i cant predict.
lets just wish everything goin to run smoothly like i planned.

yesterday night my brotherinlaw treated my family for a dinner.
at lau pa sat. the food there was like...eeeewwww!
i taste almost everything that my family ordered.
the satays,the cockles,the veggies,the ikanbakar almost everything!
sucha waste eatin there. i didnt order antg.
cause i know the food gonna taste awful.
but well, thanks ah khoon. uhhuh. my brotherinlaw's chinese.

now, im waitin for my baby's phonecall.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
okay now. byeee.
sister,tina,ah khoon.

2007-06-01T11:30:00.000+08:00

heyhooooooo.
just came back from changi. didnt went back home with hunney.
we overnight there. 2 days 1 night.
it was fun though=)

feelin abit sleepy now. thanks to that stupid parrots. babi.
cant wait for the next outing with my baby and my darla's!
to sentosa bebeh! riiggghhhtttt mande? rrriiiggghhtt sab? hah.
but nvm.. i'll just update the pics okay.

can spot the difference? heeeeeeehe. waitin for our fooooooood.

my baby's sleepin. was 7.o5am.the sunrise bebeh. hmmph. im bored.
came across dear zizi's blog and got this one. lets see if feeq has done all this to me.
hmm.

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someone's life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. (but i have his 7 years old smelly pillow!)
• leave her cute text notes. (have it)
• kiss her in front of your friends. (always;D)
• tell her she looks beautiful. (when i make stupid faces. BAHAHAHA)
• look into her eyes when you talk to her. (yeaah.done)
• let her mess with your hair. (when he;s in the mood)
• touch and play with her hair. (if im in the mood then he dare lor)
• don't ever leave her aside even when you're with your friends. (hmm. checked! done)
• forgive her for her mistakes. (always. thats why i love him)
• look at her like she's the only girl you see. (mayybeeee)
• tickle her even when she says stop. (hahhaa.he did that everytime. gendut uhh!)
• hold her hand when you're around with your friends. (uhhuh.)
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. (not really. instead he tease me. gendut!)
• let her fall asleep in your arms.(done that. at his stomach tooo! haha)
• get her mad, then kiss her. (he kiss and tease me at the same time. hehe)
• tease her and let her tease you back. (selalu. never fails. 24hrs bebeh)
• stay up all night with her when she's sick. (i stayed up for him too.=))
• watch her favorite movie with her. (yeaaaaaaaahhhh!)
• kiss her forehead. (more on the lips and cheeks. cause he said he just love that part)
• give her the world. (huh?)
• write her letters. (yeapp! hahaha. cute la seh his wan)
• let her wear your clothes. (his boxers? counted nt?)
• when she's sad, ask what's her problem and console her to make her feel better.(thats him. he always did that.=D)
• let her know how important she is to you.(uhhuh.)
• let her take all the photos she wants of you. (with his cute funny faces!)
• kiss her in the pouring rain. (done that before)
• when you fall deeply and sincerely in love with her, tell her and mean it.(dah bilang ponn!)
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before. (yeah. tell me alrd also)

i just effin love him to the max.
eventhough we had alot of fight, we still love each other.
i wan to marry him and have babies lehh. but he dunwan baby..=(
cause he wans me all by himself. tanak share ngn baby.
hahahaha. its okay. ni baby tue genduuut is always with meee.
okay people.
daaaaaaaaaaa~

2007-05-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

my mande darla! i hearts you manymanymany!
and that belo sabrina behind there. i hearts you manymany too!
today is a superb day laaaa kay.
had fun with my two darla, mande&sabrina.

met sabrina at bustop and we both met mande at small mac.
we was late. sorry darla! =)
then went to pizzahut for smtg. and that fuckin dog was like ehfwfigfrhtyir.
took 10 and off to suntec. walkwalk till bugis.
the three of us was hungry like fuck. we even drool over somekind of cafe cakes.
reach LJS,bought food. we laugh more then we eat.
and theres 2 bitches were like staring at us.
me: kpo, never see people eat before! sebok peh babi!*lookin at them*
then they action like talkin to each other after that. pfftf. irritatin siak.

went to bugis street after that.
we walk around there for like 2 hours till mande bought her cardigan.
and myself bought a handphone case at 3$. freakin cheap kan.
then mande have to go. =( sedeh.
left the belo and myself. hahahahahahaha.
sabrina, you know i know kan? we were like orang giler siaa goin round and round.

went to simlim. survey the psp's and my memory card.
got the cheapest psp is like 200$. saba saba. i'll get it soon.=D
heeehe. sabrina and myself throat were all dry up.
at that time kan, all we need is a quenchin fruit juice!
bought myself watermelon juice while she pineapple.
took 12 and off to hunney's crib.
blaaablabla went home around 7 plus and here i am.

penat giler and im havin headache.
i need some sleep now.
sooner or later i'll change my blogskin okay?
byebye hoppers.

2007-05-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

today is the startin of holiday and startin of my PMS.
bingit aje-.-

err, didnt plan that much for now.
but i've been thinkin for grabbin some job to get those bucks.
im choosy. i dont like workin at fastfood restaurant. how?
nehmind lah. let me rot and get fat by eatin everyday at home.
well, im fat alrd. my tummy looks like im pregnant 2 months.
even my classmate says so. bastard kan drg?

hmm. family alrd screwed up.
well, who cares? pfftf. i still love my mom the most.
my baby.. well, we got some kind of problem to be settled.
but i dont wish to pen it here.
some readers are just being a paparazzi. kpo bout people's life.
but still, i love him more then my life. =)

i dont know why i kept on havin bad attitude to people around me.
hey, im nice you know?
maybe this month is a tough one for me.
but i'll be the old isma soon. im just too stressed up lah k.

actually theres ntg to be update. saje saje je.
okay. bye la.

2007-05-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

i look funny.-.-

CLASSMATEKUUUUUU. ashrafbonch&ayin=sexy gay.
thats the pic for today.
tomorrow im goin out with my girls. wooooooooooooo!
i cant wait lah siak. byeeee.

2007-05-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

i think this month is a hard time for me.
i just got too stressed up with things all around me.
and i screw everything out. pfftf.

family.
kay, i never had a problem with my family.
but they kept on shouting at each other. my mom and my sister.
like ape sehh. a daughter shouting veryy loud to the mother?
godd. i hope one fine day my sister got involve in a car accident.

my sayang.
him him him him. he occupy 89% of my thinking daily.
but for the last fews day. we kept on havin a tiff.
but whatever it is, we still love each other soo much.
i love you my genduuuuuuuuuuut.
whatever to those fat bitches. only myself and sabrina knows whooo.
and someone hate taking pics with me. wueeeeeek!=((

kay lah. now im back to what im suppose to update.
bout my excursion to science centre. okayy laaaahhh. not bad.
got some pics. sooo, i'll share with you guys kay?

3n2'07

ini miss macho!

my bestfriends! hehe. i lub u crystal nad and sudaha! bahahaha
only assholes criticise her. she's a good friend you know?

my baby holdin the cupcakes i've made! =DD

2007-05-23T19:54:00.000+08:00

kay.
right now i feel like a bullshit.
i friggin feelin down now, and i dont wish to have someone beside me.
nowadays,everything went all wrong.
i thought i was his first love but oh well, im not lah kay.
babibu i felt soo.urgh.
whatever. i just have to face the fact. pfftf.

2007-05-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

im going to miss this.
people, im not goin to update that much now.
bye.

2007-05-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

THANKYOU PEOPLE FOR THE WISHES. =D

well today, woke up and online.
chatted with some people. and made iqsan's blogskin. haaaha!
then receive a call from hunney. and im off to his crib.

we were watching some shows.
about monkeeeeeyyyss! hahaha. so adorable laaa sia.
i feel like carryin the baby! hrmm. fat hope.
then hunney attack me tickling non stop till i shouted like what.
was lying on the floor summore. hahhaha.
genduut laaaahhh niiii. hahahaha.
around 7 plus went home.

reach home. cooked my favourite instant noodle.
and here i am now.
oh yaa! just now didnt went to school.
after exams, what do u expect? hah!

urhm i just cant wait for the june holidays.
cmon time. pass faster!

2007-05-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

later hunney maybe comin over my crib.
i baking cupcakes. with the yummy icing on top of it! for him.
and yeah, i better get my ass doing it now.

btw, i didnt attend school today.
half day of school? blearghs. just a waste of time.
perhaps tomorrow im nt comin too.
boring laa kan.

kay laah.
actually there's nothing for me to update.
boring kan? kay bye.

2007-05-15T13:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday, bought feeq's mum a belated mothers day pressie.
got home and the cupboard is alrd at my room.
its like 3 times bigger then my old one.
but still it'll goin to be full. full alrd dah.
nomore space for new clothes. ass la kan.

and today, im goin to meet hunney at 3.30 sharp at his bustop.

2 more days till our 9th anniversary.
what do you expect? hehe!
happy laah. =DD

kayy now. byee!

2007-05-13T12:27:00.000+08:00

im addicted to my current background song.
kept on singing that song. u can stand under my umbrella ella ella~

hunney's comin over my crib a few minutes time to help my mom out.
im right here havent yet bathe.
i think i need to rush now. blearghs.

oh yeah, i'll try update again at night.
tata~

2007-05-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

im soo happy today yet worried and scared in the other hand.
i dont know why today im feeling good all the way.
perhaps the weather? hah.

just now, when myself and hunney were squeezing in a chair at the hospital.
his great grandma told his family members that she wants us get married or smtg.
gawddd. the feeling is great man. haha
that makes my day i think. =)
and i told my mom about it. she smile and told me,"afew years time then okay."
tell me, sape tak happy kan? haha!

and the thing that make me worried is hunney!
something got stucked at his throat or smtg. a hook maybe.
maybe on monday we're goin to the polyclinic.
ohGod, just hope nothing serious goin to happen.
im drop dead serious. aku takot.. sheshk!

uh kayyy. bye lah korang.

2007-05-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

now, all im waiting for is hunney's call.
can die of boredom now. bah.

bought my mom something for Mothers Day.
and she love it. im soo happy. hurrhur.
now, im short of few bucks to buy for hunney's mom's pressie.
but i will get her somthing. aku will okay! =D

and just now was physics. dont talk bout it.
chemistry, i did well!! ahahaha. soo easy.
i finish doin it around 30 minutes and went to sleep.
shiok dok. with the cold weather. wuekk!

and girls! i love you girls soo much too!
miss the times we had together.
mus,fisah,alia,dilah,yana,ifah,mami. love youuuuu girls!<333

2007-05-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

maths paper 2. im goin to get zero out of it.
gotten the paper and i dozed off.
whatever. hell shit to maths paper 2. and 1.

im soooo tired to update some thangs.
im not into blogger anymore.
and i think i'll just put up some pics to entertain you guys abit.
boo.

and mande, i love you more then you love me okay?
just beep my phone or pm me on msn.
im always here for you when you need me.
and your're not irritating. and never will.
you are one of God's beautiful and precious creations.
im soo blessed to have someone like you around. thank God.
do smile and cheer up. dont let all your negativity take you away.
loves you like ubber much! take care my precious friend=)

mind my face. i look soo fat. but im not. hahahahahha.

2007-05-09T11:49:00.000+08:00

geography paper sucks. really, it sucks.
i only do 1 question with the 3 marks. and i went to sleep.
everyone look at me and sigh. well im soo not into exams now.
im very sure im gonna flunk all my papers. used to it alrd.
uhhuh, me and hunney are same. we are veryy lazy to do the exams.
BAAAH!

momma gettin myself a new cupboard.
my current cupboard is fuckin full with all my clothes.
even if all were fold neatly and hang nicely.
its goin to be full. its veryy hard for me to choose on which wan to wear.
rambang mata. hahahaha.

and now my granny has been discharge from the hospital.
thank God.
soo me and hunney not goin to rush here and there anymore.=)

kay now. i need some sleep.

2007-05-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

CAKAP BOHONG.
bahahaha. only me&hunney knows it.
that YAP YEE MOY. gawwd, im gonna miss you cakap bohong!!

nowadays me and hunney cant spend time together that much.
we need to rush all our time on Hospitals.
both our granny's has been warded.
but diff venues. st Andrews&changi hospitals.
gaawddd, get well soon Grannys!!

and yeah. i didnt do my maths paper just now cause i dont even know whuat the paper are tryin to say.
maths, you suck big time.

2007-05-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

im tired;hungry;sleepy.
i need to rest,eat,sleep now.
byeee. will try to update smtg tmrw.

2007-05-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

i may look small and timid.
but you dont know what im made of inside.
i stand up for myself and fight for my rights.
stop lookin at me like a yek eleh-budak sec 3-pe. MOFO'S.
i dont care whether you are 1 year older than me or whatever.
once you cross over my line. hah. watch your back;)
plus im not actin like a big fuck here. some people are.
bunch of dogs and bitches.

2007-05-04T19:59:00.000+08:00

HI.
just now school was fun. makin fun out of myself alot. haaaa!
even zarrin and the rest too. haha. kekek sak.
got some pics of it. just wait for Haziqah to send it.
last period the best. haahaa. malas ah nak explain.
next week i tell u.

OHH YAHH. yesterday myself and hunney and some of his friends
watched spiderman 3. gerek laa siot.
you guys should watch it. no regrets.
and thanks hunney for everything! =D

soooo. today after school me and hunney got nothing to do but to sit around under one block taw.
then Nahar lembut and 2 of his friends were walking around there.
they kept on walkin to and fro. irritating.
hunney asked them to sit around with us.
kimakk peh memekak. espeacially shahnaz. cant stand her laugh.
she laugh like one of a kind. and it sounded sooo funny till i laugh my ass out.
and Nahar's joke is all fuckin mrepek but still, it sounded funny.
i laugh non stop with them sia. ~~gerek-ness~~ .

suddenly out of nowhere, a stupid big fat coakcroch appear.
Nahar scream his ass off. and i think my ear drums are about to come off.
he and his 2 friends. ohmygod. shouted like fuck.
my hunney grab that coackcroch and keep on throwin at them.
and guess what? NAHAR CRIED! he cry like whuat sehhh.
kesian sak. he's soo scared to coackcroch uhh.
pujok dier then he's okay alrd.
his 2 friends were still shouting like mad dogs. hahaha.
its fun uh sittin around with them sometimes.
then went home blaablaablaa.

reach home moma asked me to accompany her to the supermarket.
bought alot of things siak. i LOVEEEEEE. hehe.
i simply love my mummy~!!!!!!!!
she bought perfumes,sweets and lots stuff for me seehhh.
heppi~!
and i got 50bucks with me.
oh. im soo gonna spend it on mothers day. =DDDDDD

k laaaaa. im sooo busyy right now. i got like 12 pics to edit for.
BYEEEE.
mind any of my spelling error cause im rushin.
post the pics by tmrw kay.;)

2007-05-02T19:39:00.000+08:00

acoustic=LOVEEEEEEEEE.
in terms of music uh. i got alot of acoustic infact.
and i wan more.

this morning paper. sucks.
i didnt do the letter writing that well. i was having a slight fever.
i wanted to go home but got another paper right. thats why.
and the paper 2 simply sucks to the penis of stamford raffles siak.
i dont even understand what the passage are tryin to say.
baaah! i dont really care that much. hell.

soo went home straight. not really straight.
accompany hunney. he wants to play soccer.
so why not laa kan? not everyday apee.
gedebakgedebuk went home.
and something happened which make me like 0.000005% pissed off?
urhh. over alrd. im cool im cool.
so yeah. thats today.
and now i need some sleep. my head's spinning like what alrd.

bye.
i fuckin hate that fuckin bitch. i hope you fuckin die. Bitch. ;)
THIS WAS TOOK BY MY STUPID SAMSUNG HANDPHONE. AT THE BLK 149 STREET SOCCER. I WAS BORED AND END UP THE PIC LOOK LIKE VINTAGE SEHS. TAK EDIT EYH. NO NO EDIT. ORIGINAL PUNYA.-______________-"

2007-05-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

HEYYYOOOOOOOO.
today is a happyhappy day for me laaahs.
me and hunney went shoppin together and i got the clothes that i've been craving.
which ive been waitin for. like sooo long alrd siak.
and yes ah. aku dapat atlast. wuuuhoooo~ yeeeehoooooo~
thanks baby for everything. i love youuuu genduuut! =D

first i send that spoilt brat to my aunts crib. and off met hunney& his moma.
we went to the Giant sooper big store.
they bought somethingsomething. and off myself and hunney went to bugis.
tired+hungry+headache=NOO MOOOD!! serious sia tuuu.
sorry horr genduuut! =((
reach bugis, okay seje mood. not that heppi2 type uh.
but you know that feeqi keeps on makin his funny faces.
it do cheer me up abit. reach the bugis street.
habis uhhhhh. shoppin uhhhhhhhhhhh. hahaha.
hunney's alrd satisfied with the thangs he bought laa kaan.
im soo happy to see his smile all night long. soo cuteeeee.
ate at LJS for our supper and off we went home.

reach home.. waahhh peace siaa. everybody sleeping.
tried out the clothes. all fit except for the jeans!
kimaakkkkkkkkk. bastardd siaaaaaaa.
i really need to lose some weight siak this time. sumpah sioot.
cause i think only stupid girls wants to be sooo thin like a stick.
but now, serious mann i have to. many of my pants gettin tighter.
MALUUU NYEEEER. babi uh.......................................sedeh seh.

and btw! me and hunney bought this polo tee with the pic of unicorn at the side!
gorgeous i must say.
i'll take the pic soon okay! but when me& my hunney wear's it laah.

thank you sweetheart for everything.
you dont really have to pay everything that i've bought for you before.
its all from the heart.
and today is the bestest day soo far.(FOR THIS MONTH.)
i had soo much fun with you. not just today, but everyday.
and i think everything that you bought for me just now is more then enough.
nomore okay? keep that money.
and make the zoo trip,snow city trip and many more tripS happen okay.
im lookin foward for it.
once again, thank you, you genduut masham hunney bunch sugar puff!
i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
mwahhhs.

hrmmmm.
kayy now. BYE.
PS;/ AAAHHH BARU AKU INGAT. sorry no pics uh. we're too busy to take one! heeeeh.

2007-04-30T17:51:00.000+08:00

hahaha. surprised?
just now me and hunney was kindda bored. thats why laah.
enjoy viewin! and im too shagged to update some stuffs.
maybe another day okay. byebye!

2007-04-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

"getting in love can be risking your own life, & yet its just a wonderful thing that every human gonna have. thats why im not scared being in love. you got someone to pray for you, cry with you, listen to you, irritates you(makin you smile and laugh all the time), cared and concern about you all the time, to kiss you all the time, to hug you when your're cold, to pamper you more then your parents did and more. its indeed a good thing. but you should be thankful that God send that speacial someone to do all that to you. not to hurt that person physically or mentally. how could you do that to a God's gift? takin a blade and slit yourself is not the answer. you should be praying to God and ask him for some confidence for yourself to face the problem between yourself and the speacial one. crying all night and got yourself a sored eyes the next day has happened to me too. and yeah, it really do me some relieves too. cry everything out really is a something. but if you really cant take it, call that speacial someone for some talk. as for me. i've got noone to talk to. all i have to do is to cry like a son of a gun all night long. plus takin those painkillers. and yeah, i felt better infact." -ISSMA

there's more but i'll only type that out.

bitches, ass off, boobs off, he's mine.
thinkin that your're much more better then me.
think twice, imme kick your fuckin pussy again like i did last night.

2007-04-27T19:18:00.000+08:00

stupid cramps. feel's like i wan to kill myself seh.
sheeshk. go away laaah cramps. sucha nuisance u know.

just now Sports Day was boring. sumpah.
and friggin hot. but sittin with khairi and all its 25% of fun.
"isma muke asal gitu? stress ah stress."
hahahahaa. i give them the "moncong" face.
and im soooo bad sehh. when nadrah ran, i shouted.
"GO KUDA!GIVE YOUR FULL ENERGY HORSE POWER!!"
heeeehaa.
but in the end Green got 3rd. haha. who cares?

lastlast aku perangai. baek laaah isma. wuuhoo. -__________-"""
all thanks to the stupid cramps i shouted at hunney.
im feelin bad laah. sorry hunney! =(
i know u confirm understand. kan gendut kan?

and i heard someone told her sister or antg to comment sabrina's pic?
it makes me laugh laaah. sumpah. hee.
the words,WAHHHH. name yourself 20plus. tskkkkkkktsktsk.
and someone, dont go against the one who you think is weaker.
you are the weak one around. not her.
any thing that you still want to settle with me, approach me.
okay ugly duckling?

OKAY BYE.

2007-04-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

thats iqsan on the left. some teachers mistaken me for his lil sister.
im serious.
IQSAN ABANG AKU PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. HAAA=D

congratulations to my school Sepak Takraw B Division boys.
they won the Nationals. how great can they be.
and yeah, they're up on the papers. AGAIN. hahaha.
go and have a look.
its a sad thing i didnt support them cause i had stupid cramps. ggrr.
but its okay, THEY WON WHUUUATTT! ;D

this morning. the second period.
gaaawwddd. only God knows where the cramps came from.
out of a sudden. i felt soo warm. although is fuckin cold and about to rain.
i was perspiring seh that time. and i cant fight the pain.
i kept on sayin,"SAKETTTT~".
ashraf bonch is sooo kind!! he ask whoever got the oilment.
i told him my hunney has it.
he said he'll ask from my hunney for it. and soo he went up to hunney's class.
thanks ashraf bonch. i owe u one!

and guess what? my stupid PMS came.
luckily i got extra pad with me.
the whole day i was walking soo slowly. i cant bear the pain.
went home early. cause hunney got remedial.
went home, eat, SLEEP.

when im sleepin. kakak woke me up sayin just now hunney came over but he went back home alrd.
with my home clothes and boxer, i rushed out from my crib and go find him.
luckily i was on time.
he was about to take the bus but i stop him! heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D
sat around for awhile and then passed him some cupcakes!
i made oke. ;D

tomorrow's my school Annual SportsDay!
me with my sooper biggie big Jersey.
oh i felt soooo embarrased sehhh! like im wearin my poppa's jersey.
but its okay. i feel comfortable wearin it.
uhhuhuhuhhhuhhuhuhuhhuhuhhhhhhhuuuuuhh!

actually i still bearing my cramps.
effing pain i tell u! and now, i need some rest.
soo people. goodbye!

2007-04-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

i still hate you. no worries! ;D
you and you too. infact i hate alot of people.

okay. just now in the morning, Mr Nahar called 3N2 monitors.
me and zarrin turned out to be scared! hahaaa.
noo laah its actually bout some of my fucktard classmates.
seriously sehh. because of them me and zarrin got veryy distracted in our studies.
pffftfh.
not tryin to complain but cant they be like the other human beings?
sucha burden.
they destroy the screen and WE have to pay. mofo's.
goddamnit. luckily i dont know who that person. deserve a spit siak.

and soooo. i pass my physics test again.
and my malay test paper, i got the highest in class.
ohh and english too.=D
IM SOO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!! haha. ayaaaam.

ohhh yaaahh.
just now me and hunney got some kind of tiff durin reccess assembly.
everyone around me kept on askin me and all.
i give them that look and they know already laah im untouchable that moment.
reach the classroom, ashraf bonch dance like a hip-hop-tak-menjadi.
i suddenly laugh like a mad women. and it kept continue on and on.
thanks ashraf bonch for makin me laugh! haaaahe.

that mr Genduut. something happen to him just now.
maybe its because of me. pity him sehh.
i send him till his lift. and byebye darling.
i hope everythings fine for him alrd. soooo sorry hunney!
and i know you still wan those cupcakes kan?
you'll get it by tmrw okay hunney.

byeee. i need some rest.
cause i've been sleeping in class for many periods.
soo much of being a monitress! haha.

2007-04-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

im still alive. dont worry. haahaahas.
school's been okay.
me and hunney has been goin on veryyy well.
only some misunderstandings here and there.

i fucking hate you whore.just fuck off from my sight.you're just a friggin son of a pussy.givin me your sooper pathetic sympathetical face wont move me abit bitch. two faced loser. i just hope to kick your bloody pussy apart. stop giving me those smileys, those wont change my mind bout you. just fuck off and rot and perhaps DIE. DIE BITCH DIE!!

and i hate you too sooper two faced! you too can fuck off and die. stop acting good diddly here and there with me. just because your're a someone. that doesnt mean i cant hate you. fucktard, fuck, off,BITCH.

kay lah. im just venting some of my angers here.
bye.

2007-04-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

my left hand is shaking. i dont know why.
perhaps because of just now.
i carried that adorable-cute-irristable baby fareed! sucha cute boy.
he cried at first but when i carried him, he smiled and giggle away.
how cute can he get. issshhh, mcm nk gigit2 aje pipi dier.

okay. i didnt meant to skip my dear maths lesson.
but i dont know which devil entered my body and "HASUT"ing me to skip.
and yeah. i did. almost the whole class skipped the lesson.
left only a few. like 11 people in the class.
and i heard that the teacher is effing fucked up. errh.
so sorry Mr Salim cum my neighbour!

theres this girl laah in my class.
keep on talking bout the boyfriend.
she kept on comparing hers and mine. wtf.
i kept on shouting at her and told her to shut up.
but yet, she still continues on.
its fun when she's not around. gossssh.
i bet shafiq,su,nadrah and all know who i referred to kan?
k shhhhhhhhhhush.

k laah.
im sleepy. and i need some rest.
kay bye.
my baby and fareed! gmbr lame sehh. heehee.

2007-04-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

im tired. too shagged to post.
but its okay. KORANG PEH PASAL, aku sanggup ah. heeee!

class teeshirt comin soon beb.
jersey. fuck siaaa i hate sehh. stupid people(s).

urhm today is ISMAFEEQ 8th anniversary.
we didnt celebrate it though. but we spend almost the whole day together.
i had a headache just now and it was friggin pain till i have to like attitude to my hunney.
serious sehh just now. macam kene pitam lidat.
but i tried to hold on as usual.

and school. to think about it. i dont study that much in school.
teachers have been absenting all. wtf? eyhh i wan to study laah.
bingit je seh. and stupid relief teachers keep on standing still like a statue.
atleast teach smtg. sheeessshh!
mid year comin summore teacher never come. in the end accuse us for not studyin.
kkkknnnnnnnbbbbbccccccccbbb.

oh yah. i still hate that oh so yellow teethed.
im waitin for the day. that im gonna meet u.
dont be shy, i saw u alotgazillions times. bring ur KHAIDIL along if u want.
i dont give a fuck.
if anyone make stupid rumors again, i swear i'll kick ur pussy and punch ur dicks/boobs.
SUUUCCCKKKKKEEEEERRRRR!
to think i'll never done it? ask my classmate damn it. been there,done that.

to all the taggers. thankyouthankyou veryy much!
mekaseh!
i'll reply it soon okay? keep on tagging. =D
loves.

haziqah,zarrin,myself. buruks.

2007-04-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

HEYYYYYYYY. haaa~
okay lah. aku teringatkan mase aku sec 2. feeling siak.
i was fuckin rude laah k that time. to teachers and all.
only God knows how much refferals i got. and the detentions. ohmygod.
short skirt,lightcoloured hair,go to school with empty handed,pierced lips,homework will never be done.
yaah! im that bad. serious. swear!
uhhuh. i pierced my lips before. but a teacher took away my pin. 2 days je aku pierce.
i curse that teacher like fuck. and at last the hole close. knncb. hahaha!
and i swear i gt more piercings on my ear before. haish.
but until Shafeeq came. everything changed! hehehe. become muchmuch better.
thanks syg=)

see laah sec 3. SUME CLASS TEST AKU PASS LAAA SIOT!!!!
except geog. by only 12/25. i need a 1/2 marks. bodo laaah.
first time laa siot aku pass PHYSICSSS!!
I PROVE MS JASMIN POH WRONG OKAY. SHE WENT SPEECHLESS ONCE SHE KNOW I PASS MY PHYSICS. AND MRS WONG TOO.
SEEE LAAAAH. AKU BOLEH BLAJA LAAAH.
KORANG JE TAK KASI AKU CHANCE. heeeeeeeeehaaaaaahaha.
im happy. i pass my class test with a snap. whuat more my mid year.
i hope i maintain this level.

myself:"Ashraf,pinjam paper kau."
ashraf:"eyh babi,kau nak jadi bodoh pe copy2?tattau aku boleh ajar la."
myself:"binatang. kau sape siak nak panggil aku babi. aku adik2 kau pe sia? cheebai."
ashraf:".............. klaaaa sorry laaa."

i swear i feel really3 bad. kimak im sorry ASHRAFFFF BONCH!
i think my harsh words is too harsh till people felt bad too and came apoligising to me when actually i should be apologising!
sheeshk.

urhm theres some pics of me durin sec 2.
enjoy viewing it.
oh yah, dearest Hated Thug, i hope you dont mind! hee.
and my love! although he look kindda weird here. i still love him okay.
tomorrow is our 8TH MONTH! YEAAAYYY! happy giler siaaa.
i hope we can go far then this one. =D
ISSMALOVESHAFEEQ.

2007-04-14T22:34:00.000+08:00

to those people who didnt attend feeq's Hi-Def thingy.
stop asking me laah okay.
its for me to know and you to find out.
haha. read on laah.

my baby did veryyy well. although he think he screwed everything up.
but its the best of the best. i love it. well done baby.
erm yeah. the other contestant is fuckin good. superb i shall say.
espeacially the winner,Mohd Syamir.
congratulations on your HDTV!
and that cute little thing, SOPHIAAA!!!!! she's adorable.
she dance veryyyyyy well. encore? hahah. poor thing she got a fever.
get well soon adorable thing.
but yea, my baby is still the best. my veryy own superstar.

ohh yaah! hunney got the prize from Hi-Def.
he's satisfied already. and veryy happy to have it.
me too. i feel happy for him. its great to see him smiling and laughing today.
i hope this will stay. forever.

suchaa a long day with baby and family.
i felt sleepy already. waitin for feeq's call laaah! hahaha.
there's his video but i'll not upload it. sorry.
but some pics perhaps.
thanks to awie,mimi,zizi,hidhir,jordan and the rest who came.
myself and feeq appreciate it.

and thanks baby for feeding me the ice cream just now.

sooo sweet of you. and the bite. its the 112th bite you gave me i think.

hahahahah. you'll get it from me genduut. soon!

kayy now. bye.

2007-04-14T11:26:00.000+08:00

Today my baby's performing.
oh God, let him do his all very best.
i feel veryy happy for him.
its all because of me he's entering this thing, thankyou hunney.
i love you. fuckin effing ubber muchhh!

erm yeah. whoever wants to see he perform.
wif the other 5 contestant.
please come to Courts Megastore.
before 6 might be okay.
if you guys not sure how to go, ask the Mrt counter at Tamp inter.
they'll show you the way.
hope you guys can make it!
and call me if you guys got my number.

yesterday i accompany my baby to his rehearsal.
he sang veryyy well.
but the other contestant is not that bad too.
espeacially that little cute thing,Sophia.
just hope everythings goin fine.
and God, dont make the weather rain today please.

okay people. im goin to change now.
take care.
my very own Superstar. i love you shafeeq.

2007-04-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

muke-baru-bangun-tido. -.-
darling ms jasmin poh lesson. HAHAHA! thats the spoilt brat.
she's muchmuchmuch more better. i love u hafizah! she's ISMA too. but she's wati im diana.this lady over here. i owe her alot. infact i love her soo much. words cant describe how i appreciate her. my wonder woman. love you mommy.

okay now.
its been a long time since i uploaded the latest pic of mine.
haha. sorry hor.

erm people. stop asking whether its me who wrote that admire thing for my hunney.
no its not me. serious.
only God knows who. but i dont give a fuck.
its that person problem to write whuatever she wants.
im just the girlfriend you see.
yea, so dont make my heart boiled by keep on asking okay.

guess whuat? i got myself an A1 for chemistry.
first time. sucha improvement!!
i failed the last time. by just a half mark? pathetic chicken.
and now, i have an A1. yeeaaayyy!
told yaaa i can studddyyyy!
and maths, i want mr Salim laaaaah. gerek giler babs.
im sick and tired of being the monitress in that goddamn class.
fuck.

the class teeshirt is all like......shit?
havent been made.
cause of my DRAMA-OVER REACTING-FUCKEDUP classmate is suchaaa PESTS!
im seriously got irritated by them. i fuckin wanted to slap her fuckin face.
and i alrd make my mind. do whuatever they want.
im not comin on sports day.
bingit siakk jadi monitress.
keep on asking several permissions from me is just... PESSSTTTSS! urgh.

okay now. i have SGH-Z370 with me.
moma bought it for me. happy laaa siaaa.
but tomorrow im gonna trade in this to 6288.
white/black? see ferst laah eyh.
6280,k300i,ngageQD,Z370,6288?
BAHAHNGEAHAHAH. -.-"

k laaaahhh.
aku nk tidoorrr.
mate aku dah layuuuuu.
bye kanina's.

2007-04-08T16:25:00.000+08:00

alright. whuatever to that ELLY.
malas aku nk layan budak merepek.

okay. yesterday was fun.
MANDE AND THA OTHERS REALLY BOMB THE STAGE.
the whole lot of ccss cheer like hell. fun.
thanks to my mande syg for the tics. i really appreciate it.
first me and hunney took the mrt till clementi.
we are soo lost at first. we ask alot of people.
atlast we found our way and drop at NUS.
and i thought NUS is the high class place but damn, like malaysia mune tempat seh.
i think ITE simei is muchmuchmuch more better.
reach there. me and hunney saw PENDEGOOO!
hahahahahahha. sucha hip-hopper.
we followed him cause we dont know the way.
at the end, my instict are right. bodo peh pendego. SESAT! hahahah.
hunney and myself cant stop laughin whenever we saw him.
pendego pendego...

soon we saw mus,ifah,yana,hamdan,tengku,adilla and many more.
i hug the girls and all. happy seh dpt jumpe darling2 sume.
me and hunney reach there on time laaah sehh.
then we and the rest proceed to the seating place.
alot of people. kecohrable.
and boom the dance and all started. happppyyyy~
cant wait to see mande seh that time!
blablabla.
our school gt 4th. but who cares. atleast they entered the finales whuuatt!
then me hunney and the rest ate at mcdonald.
i pity mus and adilla. both of them sick sehh.
get well soon sayangs.

me and hunney went off first.
we walk around then took the mrt to simei.
20 station siak. but gerek. me and hunney nonsense2 in the mrt.
hahaha ahhahaha hahha!
reach alrd. i sleep while holding hunney's hand. yaah walking.
klaka eyhh? ask my hunney uhh.
reach the bustop i took 12. sampai rumah aje. kedebam.
i sleep sia. cannot tahan.

but overall its a fun day!
hrmm. tomorrow schooling. mendaks.
okay lah. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-04-08T10:37:00.000+08:00

let me make this clear to you ELLY.
all your friends approach me and told me you've been bad-mouthing bout me.
wtf and why the hell are you doing that for?
you're usin your're black magic to separate me and feeq?
excuse me. you're just full of crap. merepek kau tau tk.
callin me mama jual chocolate dont move me abit.
infact i accept the way i am. feeq loves me.
NOT LIKE YOU. any guys love you right now? HAAAAAAA!
now onwards, if you call me that, i may call you
EYH2 ELLY GIGI BUTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!
fine? okay thats whuat we call fair. im sure i'll call you that.
and you say me and feeq are really compatible because of our skin tone?
HELL YEAH! thanks for that. me and feeq really love the way we are.
NOT LIKE YOU. yellow teethed.
saying me stupid and act big really makes me laugh.
who's acting big here bitch? you're the one.
YOUR'RE THE ONE WHO ASKED ENA TO TREAT YOU TO A MOVIE.
who the hell you think you are? to ask someone to treat you?
a queen or smtg? suck balls la. she's not your maid or smtg. get it.
or you gt financial problem?
PEGI MENDAKI MINTAK PERTOLONGAN AAAHH!
tellin people all the person secrets is a primary school play.
just like you. i dont think you have the matured thinking.
please lah, stop creating stories about me,feeq,sabrina,ena and all.
we have no time for you at all.
who wants to be with this butter? of course ur only loyal friend mardinah.
the rest. you may say byebye.
and you told me who am i to talk about you in my blog?
HEYY ITS MY BLOG GODDAMNIT. kau sape ni skg nk halang aku?
its my fuckin blog and its my fuckin problem to write any fuckin things about you.
and who are you to talk about me to your friends? pala buto.
speak for yourself next time.
YOU TOO CANT JUDGE PEOPLE BLOODSUCKER!
eyh btw, i dont want to talk about you lah okay.
cause it'll just waste my time talking about a butter girl. which is a yucks.
i have wayyyyyyyy many friends than you do.
soo think about it.
and yeah you're a loser. cause you dont have any points about me.
go to hell with your sorry. i hate you. and nobody can change me.
now go tell your sister if you want SPOILT BRAT.
any thing you want me to talk bout you? HAHAHAHAHHA. butter.

2007-04-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

ELLY.
alright maybe i should take back all my words.
excuse me girl, u are just full of nonsense.
who do u think u are? to break people's friendship here and that?
u are the one who should call yourself slut. two-faced slut!
i pity u. u gt no self-defence but to call your sister all the time.
please lah, grow up. speak for yourself. dont be a stupid asshole. well u are.
for your information right now, all the people surronding you, hates you.
thanks to me! hahahah. they know your true colours alrd.
sooo its your luck to have friends on monday.
even u yourself hates sabrina,zahra,ena,iffah sommore who?
whuat they do wrong? you're the one. soo i guess say they hate you alrd.
even your boyfriend with the name of khaidil, dont like you that much.
he told everybody alrd. even to me. gawdddd.
m not creaing story here but sooner or later see whuat happen between the both of u.
u say he suck your lips till blueblack?
WELL SLUT, HE ACCIDENTALLY PUSH YOU AND YOUR LIPS HIT A TABLE RIGHT?
stop creatin stories just to attract attention.
people have white teeth but yours? daaammmmnnn. yellow just like banana.
and i heard your armpit is like kindda yellow too? butter ah? hahahahaha.
and who are u to speak behind my back about me?
please, dont act like your'e perfect. your're the most worse human that i ever seen.
you say you're usin your black magic to separate me and feeq?
well go ahead BITCH! our love is strong not like yours.
and all this is all crap.
you want people to hail u and everything thats why you create stupid stories.
just see whuat happen on Monday. best of luck BITCH.

2007-04-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

im not shy wearin the tudung and all. its just... u dont understand.
stop accusing me and all. come on laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im not angry or antg. k.

im dead tired right now. =.=
sooper tired okay. i didnt talk to moma for 3 straight days.
and the feeling is fuckin awkward. gawwwwwd. yahyahyah its my fault.
but im doing all this just to lighten her burden and all.

the stupid class teeshirt havent made siaa. bingit je.
all the people cant give in. sheshk.

urhm. theres this girl. lower sec.
i cant find her problem towards everybody around her.
even her on classmate. basically i know she loves backstabbing people.
even to that adorable thing.
and she acts like a princess around. well, she's not for god sake.
she's just a stupid thrash who loves makin people love her.
i bet that girl know whuat im talkin about.
please, for once, keep that fuckin mouth of yours shut.
all the people around you have feelings too. YOUR CLASSMATE.
because of you, they lose their friends. who are you? god or smtg?
fuck you. i know you're 15 this year. just shut the fuck up.
dont make all the people around you hates you.
stupid 15 years old stuck in a sec 2 stream.

kayyy now.
tmrw schooling. byeeee.

2007-04-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

alright, today i went visitin again.
uhhuh. with hunney. but only awhile sehh! =(
its like less then a minute? she's cute laaaaaaah!
maybe tomorrow after school we're goin again. for sure.

first in the mornin, im goin to my religious class.
with the tudung and all. gawdd. okay im not malu or whuatever.
i just look....soo funny.
okay then, when i was otw there, hunney turn up out from nowhere.
pokaywak. i was fuckin effin ubber shy laaah seh!
then i kept on closin my face.
blaaaaablahbla.
hunney came over my crib. we ate and all.
my momma just love stuffing him all the food. soooo cruel.
hehehehehehhe!
then, i ride on hunney's bike and off to his block.
saw zarrin and clan under his block. sat with them forwhile.
we plan about the class tee and its final! whoever not gonna wear.
its ur motherfuckin buisness. your not the queen around fucktard.

hunney then came. and off we go to the hosp.
yeah, the pond really gt alot of aggresive fishes.
espeacially that stupid fish who really take care of the eggs.
beribu siaaaaaakkkk.geli seeh. yucks.*gooosebumps*

hrmmm. still waitin for hunney's call.
okay now. tata.

2007-03-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

my finger is feelin alot more better.
all thanks to hunney for pullin and let my blood clod flow or smtg.
urhm. i just came back from changi g.hospital.
hunney's great grandmother is warded for some reasons.
yeah, i try my best without gettin shy and visit her.
she's cute. serious~ i adore old people. i dunnoe why.
i bought her some stuffs.
yelaaaa. nak melawat org with empty handed is like, awkward right?
hunney accompanied me buy some things. and we gt snapple grape for free!

reached there. salam her and all.
pity her sehh. shesh! maybe tomorrow im visitin her again.
left me and hunney all alone beside her. which is a good thing.
after a while, we decided to went home.
cause its time for her to have a good sleep and rest.
thenthenthen, hunney and myself bought big gulp and we sat at the pond.
ade banyak~ skali ikan. all big2.
after gettin bored sittin there. we walk and walk and walk.
and sat at a playground. soo peaceful.
k then blablabla. hahhahahahahah!
we try to kiss like more then 5 mins but we cant. breathless laaah! hahah.
haha. we must stop, breath, kiss like around 3 mins. shesh.

around 9.55pm he send me till his hm bustop.
i took service 12.
goddamnit i should take 9 instead!
a stupid fucktard irritatin apek spoil my mood for today!
kanina.
the bus was fuckin full and i have nowhere to stand but to stand infront of the door.
then it was his stop. he want to go down.
then he shouted at me,"if your not goin down stand somewhere else!!"
fuck u kanina cheebai sial babi binatang bastard faggot pussy decompose sucker!!!!!!!
haw i wish i have the time to said that.
okay when he went down i stared at him and giv him that look.
he look at me and walk off. fuck sehhhh. stupid old men!
i hope you would die fast! as fast as u could! kill yourself laah bloodsucker!
or hope a truck or antg would hit u straight. i wish i wish! pffffftfffhhftft!

kay BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2007-03-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

Xanga? LiveJournal? Diaryland? Pitas?
gawddddddddd.im soooooo confuse.
yeah. im changing soon! blogger, you suck.

today is the day i'll never forget.
something happen to me for the first time. its a big impact.
err i can get over it. a few days time perhaps.
i'll just hold back the pain and paste that stupid smile everyday.
and i think my finger, is like, broken or whuat. pain laaa siaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
omg, i lose one finger alrd................................................................

2007-03-29T19:55:00.000+08:00

btw, this post should be the yesterday one.
i dont know whuats wrong with blogger yesterday.
I HATE BLOGGER ARRRHHHQQGG!!!! make my life worse.
ni naseb ah klau bleh post. if not, thats it. im goin to Live Journal.

just now, well it wasnt as per normal.
hunney is not there with me. so its kindda awkward.
and i went home alone raining like fuck.
i think im sick alrd. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
people lookin at me with the stupid uniform that can see my inside clothes.
malu siaaaaaaaa. morons.

urhmm. i hate today. i dont know why.
i love chemistry. yeay.

kay lah. BYEEEEEEEEEEE!

2007-03-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

thats me and genduuut's bantal bushuk! hehehe. mine bantal bushuk is with him.
=DDD
heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
school was finee. i just hate tuesday/wednesday/thursday.
go home soo late like whuat. end up small time spend with hunney.
pape lah. just naw, thanks to Syafiq, Hafizah's boyfie for the treat.
thanksthanksthanks~.
hunney just now want to vomit then his face sooo klaka that i also feels like vomittin too.
serious tk tipu. hunney, i didnt force you eyheyheyheh.
urhm yah, we sat somewhere. hahahahahahahha. kelaka la.
i tickle him and i sat on top of his stomach. SLIM KAN GENDUUT?
hahahahah. off we go home.

i've alrd check this and that about my class teeshirt.
ye aku je laaaah yang buat yang lain pemalas. kanina.
all my classmate is like whuat you know, do their own buisness.
im not kaypoh or antg laaah. tgk class laen mcm best pkai class tee. aku pn nk kaaaan!
hahahah.
my form teacher agree with me alrd. soo yeap! gonna print out the design by tmrw!
im gettin this sooon! yeay?
kay bye beroks.

2007-03-26T18:21:00.000+08:00

okay godamnit. blogger i hate you.
this is the second time im posting okay. cheebai sehh.

my classmate is actin like a thrash. uhhuh.
they've been spreadin rumors bout me gettin pregnant. hahahahah!
okay i've been laughing non-stop when i heard someone askin,
"eh isma!!!!! kau pregnant?!?!??!kimak~"
hahahahaha. i laugh like fuck. one by one came askin.
i keep on answerin,
"hahaha. aah ah aku ngandung 12 bulan. kimak selenge sia krg sume"
now everyone keep on askin me to be careful cause im pregnant. pathetic!
only god knows who create this stupid rumor. fuck him/her.
but yeah, im not angry at all and IM NOT PREGNANT.

oh yah, just naw Nadrah & Halim fought in class.
i swear the whole class laugh non-stop. including the teacher.
but i just adore the both of them. =D
and im still thinkin on which hp should i buy. confuse sehh.
okay lah, bye.
SPOT THE CRAZY PEOPLES AT THE BACK! and mind my fugly face.

2007-03-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

i feel stupid right now. damn.
and i feel lonely for no reason.
how i wish hunney has his handphone, internet fixed and everything went fine.
i'll have this kind of feeling whenever saturday/sunday strike.
i miss him. veryy. i wonder if he does too.
and i feel like crying... well im cryin alrd.

2007-03-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

hellu.
today is suchhaa long day. but i love it!
okay. its up to you guys to read or not okay? cause confirm panjang nye.

first in the mornin. i dont know whuats wit me and hunney.
we're like givin attitude to each other. fuck. i hate it.
then yea. we didnt talk till we reach school.
i was tooo pissed till i gt stomach cramps. serious seh tk tipu!
before the first period start, i went to the office to take the go home slip.
cam siak right me? okay apapelah! shortly, hunney came.
i didnt even want to look at him. errggh. *slapmyself*
hunney also went home too then i went first. he pulled me.
talking like scolding to me. i give him the stupid cheeb face to him.
walk till the gate. and the stupid security guard is actin like a asswipe.
went back to the office talk to mr nahar smtg. then zarrin acompany me in school.
i was like laughin my ass off. and mr nahar was like is she really sick or smtg?
yes i am sir. zarrin's just pullin my sickness out.

then i told my mom im goin smwhere and she agree.
sat at a block. hunney called me askin me where and stuff.
he came soon. like around 8.45am? yeah. he was makin me sooooo sad seh.
and smtg happen which i dont wish to elaborate.
its tooo sad. hunney, tamo buat lagi k? dah janji ehhhh genduuuut!
next, we go to afghan to eat our breakfast. prata's! yummehhh.
ateateate. then we go see some pets.
we decide to buy tortoise. each. hehe. i take the male. he the female.
hahahahhaa. soon!
off we go somewhere. okay we were playin catchin for god sake.
he likes to dissapear. gawd. hunney, stop playin dissapear2 k? tired seh.
hunney then when to my crib. dear father came home soon. hahahahaha!
father giv him the look which make hunney loook kindda weird.

soo moma called. told her shafeeq is with me.
then she was like," eyhhhh? eh meet me at ep laah. bring him along. can eat together."
soo yah. hunney! your moma in law loves you eyhh? sheeesh! haha. =)
moma with tina. my sister daughter. the age around 4.
she calls me auntie. tina went like "ABANG SHAFEEQ!"
and moma corrected her. "BUKAN ABANG LAAH! UNCLE SHAFEEQ! =DDD"
heheheh. hunney went like" UNCLE?!?! TANAK UH ABANG TINA ABANG."
hahahhaa. cute laaah.
soo we walk around ep for god knows haw long. kept on laughin non stop.
at last we ate at take 5. kimaakkk makanan cam makanan hospital siak.
yucks. then we went home. hunney came to my crib.
we watch the cicakman. till whuat time then he went home. SEDIHHH=(

a day with him is heaven! i miss him alrd =''(( sobsobs.
and tomorrow im goin out with hunney again. suupeer yeayy!
but dunnoe go where. still plannin.
okay people. im tired alrd. i miss schooling just now. not cabot aaahh!
kay bye.

2007-03-22T17:01:00.000+08:00

heyy.
guess whuat? shafeeq entered the top 2!
he'll perform on the finale which is one the 14 april.
i know some people just cant be bothered. i ask for you guys help to vote him.
and you guys only vote like 1/2? in that case. jangan vote sudah. sheesh.
and you guys can still have the face to tell me you vote alot? ,,!,,
hey. i take back all my thank you's from some people laaah. u guys dnt deserve it.
i hate this kindda people. world talkers. call urself his friends? hah.
yesterday night. the votes is not enough for him to enter the top 2.
because all the stupid motherfuckers who dont vote for him. okay i stayed up all night.
and i vote for him over 2000 plus. mind you.
today, all my stays up is all paid off! my hunney is goin to tha finale! yipee!
ps; if u like feel offended or smtg, maybe its u. if u dont, think twice.

gawd. school has been fun.
the teachers and all are soooo wahh-never-always-teach kindda type.
but still, i study okay. teeeeeeeheheheh! =D
life has been fun. espeacially with gendut of course.

oh yah. the stupid tagger with the stupid name of "."
go and update your blog goddamnit. you think i dont know who u're?
well, u've gt a nice name. thank your moma for it. and stop puttin that "."
fishball puffed up sore circle face.

EEEEEEEEEEEENAAAAAAAA!

the face is like *jfhdfdfghbknmdfjk*.

haha. hello faggs!

for more pics. just wait fo it. hahaha.

okay bye.

2007-03-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

haha hello.
okay seems that some people is sucha paparazzi. hello paparazzi!
hee~ urhm, keep on taggin yea. i dont care positive/ negative ones.
i just love shafeeq soooooo much. veryyy okay.
sooo yeah. he loves me too! yeay! hehehe.
bye people. sorry for the short post btw.
and im still living dont worry!

2007-03-18T17:57:00.000+08:00

hek-looo people!
okay yesterday night is like.. kay apape. aku sot sak.
sorry hunney! pleasepleaseplease forgive me okay? =DDDDDDD!

urhm this morning, i was suppose to meet hunney.
i bathe first and waited for his call for like 3 hours?
he's sleeping and i'd understand. then the sister called.
hehe. she asked me about the votes and all. and yeah i told her to wake him up too.
and he bangun laah! he bathe and all. while i ate my breakfast.
meet at the usual place. we went somewheresomewhere. heetehhhehe!
gedebak gedebuk then we decided to eat smtg at tamp mart.
he ate his prata's while i ate chinese rojak? i love the SENGKUANGS~ huhuhu...

and the best part is. we were joking around. thenthen hunney piggyback me!
best laaaah! genduut! yeay.. you carry me! hehehe.
he piggybacked me for quite sometime laaah. soo sweet arent he.
he told me i weight like a baby elephant,king kong,lorry whuat more? haaahaha.
sweat all over him. alalala kecian nye.
send him till the bustop and gave him a peck. bye bye love!

now i ate 2 combo's of LJS. dear mother bought it for me.
shlluurrps. and now im craving for... choc milkshake! damn.

okay people. i think i should be going now.
please people, some favour from you guys. vote for shafeeq okay?
the link is on the previous post. thanks hoppers!

2007-03-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

kay hello sume.
ohk fuck today im like super boring. pisang laaah!
hunney went out with his auntie and all. left me and this stupid computer.
somebody, date me laaaah. hahahaha. fuckyounobody'sgonnadatemeexceptforgendut.

erm yaah, today is ismafeeq 7th month.
sorry laah kite due tak buat celebration besar-besaran. ahahah.
sooooo kay thanks for the wishes! heeeheee~ heppi nye aku.

hahahahahah bastard siaaaaaaaaak mak aku. chicken potato betol.
"makan mcm babi. babi pon tak macam kau."
kejam nye. pffftf! nyohoh~ dah biase eh eh eh.

aku tgh boring so.. aahh understand understood.

my bills came out 246$. suprising uhhhhhh~
stupid singtel. i hate usin bills laa okay. mcm babi siol ni bende.
and i think im buyin new phone. kay best aaaaahhhhhhh! fuuh.

http://showtime.hdtv.org.sg/hidef/
visit this webbie. go to votes. then vote for SHAKEEQ.
nyahahahah.BAASSSTAAARRD. bastard sia isma.*slapslap*
okay that thing wrongly spelled. please vote for him. thankyou.
every vote is much appreciatted. kay thanks. ;D

urhm. im lazy to post some pics.
tomorrow laa kay aku post. k bye.

2007-03-16T20:22:00.000+08:00

babi siaaaaaaaaa benci laah klau post je hilang.
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh.
da laah laen kali malas aku nk post.

just now i post like alot. now i post abit je eh eh!
okay.
just now hunney came over my place. we.. nyahahahha.
okay then shafeena came. we all have fun. blablabla.
then ena went back home. then hunney slept at my sofa.
then he walk off and went to my room to sleep.
then he came back and lying around at my carpet.
then we both watch the tv shows and all together. blabalabaallala.

send him till bustop and here i am.
kimak bingit siak ngn blogger. ni post tak ikhlas taw!
pics will be posted tmrw perhaps. fuckyoubloggeruspoilmymoodmusibut.

2007-03-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

alright. as you all can see.
i've change my blogskin. yeeeaayyy!
okay laaah. im in the sick kindda state. so dont expect much horr.
this skin is kindda boring. but wait till im perfectly fine. hukhuk~

im having fever,cough,flu. myyy god! sheesh.
i hate being sick. and all the medicine in my crib is all finish alrd.
tmrw maybe im goin to the poly. with hunney i guess.

school reopening soon. but no worries.
i've gt no homeworks to be done. haw lucky i am. uhhuh!
just some dnt projects which i have to submit next month.

see the counter on the right?
it says 2 more days till OUR 7th month. yeeeeeepeeee!
haw happy can i get? we got till here and still going on strong.
i lub u hunney! i lub u i lub u!

okayy now. my eyes is getting heavy while waitin for my hunney's call.
bye-bye!

2007-03-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

hey hoppers.
i may be dragging this post. sorry.
i just dont feel right and uneasy since today starts. the feelings is just.. sucks.
woke up by some snooze(S) from my phone cause me and huns is meeting up.
soo finally woke up by his call around 8am. i was sooo shagged.
i bathe, didnt eat my breakfast. cause there's nothing for me to eat.
i might starve to death i guess.
went to the minimart and bought myself some food. ohkay. finally huns came.
we took 17 to go to my grands place. took my lunch and off to tampines.
its a last minute plan that we decided to go swimming together.
uhhuh. we went swimming. he thought me haw to swim. so sweet of u syg.
and we were in the pool like around 3/4 hours. and we gt hungry.
changed and my handphone accidentally fell inside the toilet bowl. my oh my.
i feel like knocking my head on the wall cause thats the only phone i've gt.
ignore it. took out the food that my grands gave it to me.
we were eating and i think i should give it all to huns cause i know he's hungry.
and i think i can bear my starve-ness for around 6 hours. just for feeq i can do anytg.
off we go to the cinema and buy some tickets of a pursuit of happiness movie. its a sweet story.
after the movie, we went home.
wanted to sit around with him.. but its okay.. he need something.
i feel kindda sad cause i cant contact him. fuck laaah. knnbccbabi.

hunney. im sorry for making you worried just now.
i cried in the cinema for a reason. i dont wish to tell anybody.
let me suffer it all alone. people are all two-faces faggots.
hunney, would you apologise me sweetheart? =')
you make me smile,laugh and everything. i love you. i love you soo much.
and it doesnt matter if i have to play the role of the boyfriend.
cause i dont mind. im not like the other girls.
but at times, you must know haw i feel. i dont know why im sooo emotional.
i just feel like, my life's short. my time is coming. soo i should treasure every moments with you.
and yaah. only some people knows about me having some sickness.
sorry its confidential. but socials, i wont harm. only i cant touch people when im cold.
sooooo sorry......................... feeq, i love you no matter whuat. live or dead okay?
just.. just be happy.. and i'll be happy too alright baby?....

urgh. im crying! not again...
people.. i really miss my mother.. mother.. please come back home..
im hungry.. no one cooks for me.. the laundry.. i dont know haw to wash and all..
and. and my phone is spoiled.. haw the hell are u gonna call me...
mummy balek cepat laaah..boleh..? please...i need you badly..

people. im feeling weak all over.
i think im having fever,flu and a cough.
no one is here for me.. i just hope today is not the day im leaving you guys.
this feelings is not like the normal ones. i just feel.. awkward. somethings not right.
okay hell shit nothing gonna happen to me.. breath in..out.. in.. out..

goodbye. i need some.. rest. my stomach is alrd grumbling..
i should sleep before im craving for food.
take care. =(

2007-03-12T16:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday is a day to science centre with my hunney.

the last time we were there was like pri 4? yeeeaap! it was a last minute plan anyway.

we meet at simei mrt and sat on the train for god know haws long till boon lay.

hehhe. fun laah.

alight there and took the bus that we saw at the mapboard.

we were like some of the amazing racers. haha! its fun though cause we both never been to the west together like this.

at first we thought we were lost! hahahaha. cute. then we follow the guidemap till we reach.

its a yipee when we reach. hahahaha. hunney fiddle with the things around there.

we were like small kids. funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. you guys should go there smtimes with the love ones.

then theres one place like underwater world. we both kissed for a long time till im tired. heee!

and we kept on hugging and kissing non stop there. wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo heaven!

we were hungry and we left that place. we sat at a pond. ate the mee rebus i packed for him.

we ate till our fill. and yaaaahhh we hug and walk till the snow city.

cause we're planning to go there nxt. yeay! hahaha. and i kissed him there.

all the people infront were staring at us, wtf. ahahahha.

we walk and swaying our hands together. like haw the kids does. awwwh.

reach the bustop. i sat on his lap. cause he pull me whuuaat. yeaap.

and hunney loves looking at the squirrels eyy? hehehe.

the bus came and its fuckin full. as usual. i hug hunney while he hold on to the pole.

some aunties were giving me faces. hahaha. jealous ahhh auntie?

reach jurong interchange. we walk around the shopping mall. for awhile je.

then took the mrt and off to simei back. west to the east. ommmgggggggggg.

hunney slept on my lap. till simei i guess. we drop.

hunney sent me home by his bike. and i swear my butt sore after that. hahah!

i love you hunney! thanks for everything yesterday. i wish yesterday to last.

we didnt even fought or antg. it was filled with hugs and kisses and laughs.

you make my day totally. i love you gendut. may we last long till our last breathe together.

and make all our wishes comes true. the babies, the crib and all. okay syg?

i dont want this to end just like that. you've taken a part of my life. and i guess i took yours too!

=''D

just now hunney had his oral. plan to fetch him but i didnt. hehehe.

he gt his bike and he cycle all the way till my crib.

he ate his breakfast/ lunch here. and we had funn. heheehehe.

tamo think apape eyh! just the normal routine? nyaha.

tomorrow myself and hunney is heading to the ZOOLOGICAL GARDEN!

the last time we were there is like pri 1? hehehehehehe!

hunney! i seriously cant wait.

gonna see the animals~ yeaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!

ohh yaah. my parents and all people in my crib is not at home.

soo IM HOME ALONE FOR 4 DAYS 3 NIGHTS!

yeay! they went to batam i guess. soooo i have my 100% freedom now.

bye people! =DD

2007-03-12T02:39:00.000+08:00

hello people!
to all the bloghoppers and all!
just want to tell you smtg. i wont hate you if you wont do antg wrong.
soo feelah. you know your mistakes alrd? thats a good thing cause im sick and tired of dissin you in my blog laaahh~
and whoever is like kinda terase and all. im sorry laah okay cause some post is not meant for you guys.
and last time's post is all about feelah im dissin. not zahrah and the rest at all.
right zahra? even you realise it. and both of us is alrd on a veryyy good term.
as you see. i dont diss people freely.
i have my own limits. soo please. stop going around and say im dissin you in my blog while im not.
can i ask you guys a favour? CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE ASK ME FIRST.=.=
and i know im tooo harsh when it comes to vulgarities.
sooo for god sake. please. if you dont know that its you im talking about, just ignore cause of course if you dont do antg wrong, i wont diss you whuuaatt. okay?
THANKYOU.

2007-03-12T02:18:00.000+08:00

for the past 15 years i've live never once i've touch someone or hit someone.
soo whoever thinks im goin to lay my hand on anybody. i wont. and never.
i dont go around playin harsh. im nt that typical girl who go to that person and slap her.
and i dont criticise people for no reason. i did it for a reason.
i've never hate Your sister. never once. and never intended to do smtg to her cause she's an adorable thing.
just writing her name here doesnt mean im goin to do smtg bad or whuatever.
im wanting to meet her just because im trying to clarifying the facts with her.
because why? somebody is usin her name. like how? somebody is usin her name by punking about me and feeq.
and i dont take the acton by goin to her straight and giv a punch. did i? oh no.
im just want to meet her and ask her whether its true or not. just like haw the police play.
thats why there's courts and all.
i know this blog is full of vulgarities and such. well. my PERIOD came.
whuat you expect?
washing my mouth with the chloroc wont work cause i dont speak these vulgaritise to people.
i just letting out my anger here which is a good thing.
i know im a pathetic 15 year old balls. haha. im suchhaa small GIRL. yeeap. i am!
but do i go around smacking people's ass? do i go on saying [insertnamehere] puki kau peh mak aku ade hal ah dngn kau bsk jumpe aku ah aku tk puas hati ah dngn kau.
did i?
and i dont say smtg that stupid cause its stupid.
i dont know whether you believe this or not. its ur choice.
and may god bless me? yes he did. he bless me with all the good things on earth. syukur.
sooo to that person, i've never ever touch someone. whuat still that cute thing?
confirm u gonna say. after reading ur blog thats why i post something sooo good like this just to tell you that im good not bad.
hahahaha. im nt that stupid though. all i did was speaking the truth.
cause u can hardly see me speaking untrue.
and yaah gaining more haters is better cause having more friends means having more backstabbers.
thats about it. antg else should i add on?

2007-03-11T12:21:00.000+08:00

hello haters. as i know more haters read my blog. thats why.

haha so hello!

yest went out to Vivo with hunney&shafeena.

saw alot of people that i know. and hunney took part in the whuat Hi-Def competiton.

i'll tell you guys much more further on the next post oke.

hee hee. took alot of pics. but most of it is in enaa's phone.

i'll just have to wait till she transfer all the photos in my comp.

okay bye people!

cant wait to go sentosa with hunney the day after tomorrow. yipppeee!

ps; to that someone WITH A FUNNY VOICE. im goin to married shafeeq for sure. stop saying,"kau ckp isma kakak ipar kau buatpe.alaa belm tentu drg kawin." hahaahahha. jealous kape? go get a surgery for your voice ferst laah before saying people. punkasssssss! soooo sorry to hear that my shafeeq hates you. hahaha! read this. this is a reality. shafeeq hates you. haha bye bitch.

2007-03-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

elly,iffah,mardiana and all those bitches.
meet me when school reopen.
its lucky that I'm the one who you guys have to talk to not feeq.
ena saket ke ape ke krg kene taw. rmbr.

2007-03-09T15:53:00.000+08:00

yeay! gt my results alrd. & i should be satisfied alrd laah.
although i've only pass 2 subjects. but im the highest in class laaah for the 2 subs.
malay and DNT. wooooooooooooohooooooooooo!
the rest is all pathetic. a few marks more and i've alrd pass. nvm!
atleast im happy!

i cant see why people are all bear grudges towards me.
ohhh i knowwwww~ you guys are just jealous laaah kan?
because im always happy with the life im leading. kan genduuut kan? heee=D

btw, i've never hate tag people before. im not a coward like some of you are.
soooo sorry if some of you like terasa! hahahahahahahahahhahaa.
hatetaggers are just some nuisance in someone's life who have no difference with a paparazzi!
following people story. jusyt like a imposter. they do criticise us by the cyber world.
when it comes to the reality world, they totally went speechless. like some of you are towards me. they make me laugh. sucha comedian!
i wonder why... i wonder whyy... ohh myyy. hahahahahahahahah!

classmates loves are supposed to comeover my crib today.
ohhhmyyyygaawwwfff you guys are really never gonna be punctual!
okay make sure the next week is a real deal laah k. Jiwe LAAAAHHH!
although we kept on backstabbing each other. we still on good terms.
hahahahahahaahha. weird eyhhhhh? common to us alrd.

march holiday is gonna be pack for me and hunney i guess. nyahahahahahah~
we're goin to the Zoo, Sentosa, Science Centre and i dunnoe where that gendut's heading.
yaaaeeep. just the both of us. hawwwww cute. heheheheh.
ohh genduuutt! kite nak pegi cycling dkt pasir ris same2 blh? =DDDDD

ohh yaaahh! new blogskin for MyUnseenFlaws is comin uppp soooon!
just be patience. i know you guys are gettin bored with this greennnnyy meeaannyy skin!
i've gt Photoshop 7.0 alrd. yeaay! thanks to ah peace bulat binaweh.

okay now. goin to msg my hunney. tata!
byebye haters! talk to me when you see me okay? dont act like you dont see me. cause i know you guys simply hate me for nothing. cowards. i swear i'll slap you guys if you guys talk bad about me and feeq eyh? im serious. a tight slap.

2007-03-07T18:24:00.000+08:00

let me tell you bloghoppers something. okay?
stop reading my blog laaah if you hate me. stupid! sucha busybody.
espeacially to some people who accuse my shafeena tellin me some.. whuatever.
READ THIS BITCH(S): FUCK O F F. get that straight. moron.
really seh! you guys smtimes make me laugh. hahaha! blood suckers.

hahaha. okekey. that was just for some people.
with a funny voice, a funny height and a funny smell. guess guess guess~
oh well, you guys can become a superheroes. by killing people by your funny stuff.
nyahahahhahahahahahahhabahahahahhahbahahaha!nyahah jengjengjeng! hiaakkkkdussh!
got any problems with me? well talk infront of me laaah. i wont harm you....NOT!
let me tell you. shafeena got ntg to do with all this. okay? go somewhere else laaah MUMMYS GIRL!
"muummmyyy...someone hate me mummmyy.. hellppp!*sobsobs"
OHMYGOD. are you that kind?

urhhm. okay hello.
im kinndaa tired right naw. urrggghhh. suuuppeerrr tired laaaaaaah.

just naw hunney talked about his bestfriend and all and i told him mine.
kindda worried if he keeps calling his bestfriend like he use to then calling me now.
its not that i dont trust him.. my negative thoughts is just..influencing me!
this mind keeps on telling me that hunney's calling her then me.
and the mind keeps telling me that the phone is not spoiled, its just that hunney doesnt wants to waste the time calling me. so thats the reason he's telling me just not to waste his bills on me. but on the other hand, he might be calling his bestfriend right now like he use to. the whole day. WELL THATS WHUAT MY MIND IS PLAYING TRICKS ON ME. but seriously, im fighting those feelings realllllyy hard. its tough.. fuck you negative minds!
but yeahh.. i thought i was his bestfriend and all.. but.. hmmphf! im not.
he told me EVERYTHING bout the bestfriend. okay... they're much more closer then me and hunney is. im kinndaa like abitt hurt. just a tiny mini hurt. seriously i am. i feel like shutting his mouth using a tape soo he shut his mouth and not telling me this and that bout the bestfriend. its just hurtin me laah okay. but its alright, its his decision whuatever it is. im just the girlfriend.
honestly, my mind told me that shafeeq is on the phone with her RIGHT NOW. urrggghh!
and maybe why he doesnt allow me to topup his prep8 card because that card is espeacially for the bestfriend. to message her and all rather then me. and he told me before that the phone is not with him but with his mom's friend. i think its with him, he just cant be bothered to reply all my messages.........dotdotdot
or maybe, after school shafeeq send me home and meet her after that. AAARRRGGGHH! stop it laah! whuats wrong with me? shit. i feel like slapping, punching, slitting, stabbing for accusing shafeeq wrongly! issma you're suchha a idiot laaah! stop accusing people laah okay?
okay people, im off slapping myself soo that stupid brain/heart of mine's stop thinking bad about him.

hunney, i know you're reading this. urhmm..................................................
its okay. i dont wish to express everything all here....i love you okay?
sorry if i've made you cry,hurt or anytng for these few months.
would you apologise me sweetheart? ='')
goodbye.

2007-03-05T17:36:00.000+08:00

i pass my DNT class test which is a woooohhhoooooo~

and today, the only period that i had is DNT& geog.

the rest sume teacher absent. for 1 whole week. YEEEEAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

AKU HAPPY LAAAA RAMBUUTANN!

the sad thing is, i havent got my results yet. sedeh!

2007-03-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

practically i need more sleep due to yest.
which is the best night for the month! nyohoh~
myself&hunney ton around pasir ris. uhhhhhhuuuuhh!
met him yest around 2 plus in the afternoon. then we proceed to the place.
went home this afternoon just naw arnd 3 plus. haw tired?
but i loveee it laah's.

&&and the cicakman movie is kinndaa lame laaah eyhh.O,O'

to that someonesomething just shut that gap of yours okay?
i think i shouldnt be writing about you in my blog cause you're just a piece of nothing.
you speak like a outdated freak. cant speak english or smtg? baaah!
she simply talks like the earth is revolving around her alone. FAT HOPE!

its been a long time since i've gt a family problem.
i love my family to the max. although i hate talking to them.
but yeaaahhh, they're the best. 9 straight days without gettin scolded or antg.
yeaay? nyahhaa's. mami i lub uuuu!

shafeeq my genduuuut~ i love you the most hokay?
my GRACEKELLY! hehehehe.
you're the most adorable thing in the whoolleee wwiiiddeee wooorrllld yaaaaa know?
i still cant find the perfect word to describe you.
and I can't believe you chose me, in all my fragility and all my stupidity.
7th month is comin up. i hope its gonna be the nice one.
ooohhh. can you marry me? dear fiance? =DDDDD

2007-03-02T14:07:00.000+08:00

cancel plan for today. didnt go out with hunney.
maybe tomorrow. gawwwf.
just now, skip physics lesson. duhh. i have a reason for it.
maybe kena suspend or smtg. whuatever. but i know im the right place laaah.
no matter whuat, i still wont take the choice to stop learning physics till sec 5.
just now was really an emergency. sorry to the teacher-in-charge. heee=D

& HAHA. SOME PEOPLE IS FOLLOWING MY STYLE.
HAHAHA! HAPPY 1 MONTH TUH SUME KAHPE?
HAHAHAHAHAHA. TAKDE OTAK PEH BINATANG. EYH, KLAU TK BOLEH PKR PEGI DUDOK HUTAN AH. BODOH.
HAPPY 1 MONTH? HAHAHAHAHAHA. PELAN2 KAYUH DOK!

2007-03-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

i cant see the problem you're facing. can i ask?
WHUATS WRONG WITH YOU? haha. sicko.
tsktsktsk.

okay, tomorrow after school, im goin somewhere with hunney.
till saturday then i'll be home. heehee~
cant wait laaah. imme post lots and lots of pics. videos too?
heh. naaah~

CLASSMATES. I LOVE YOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
YEEEAAAYYYY! haha~

i dont know whuats wrong with moma till she didnt scold me or antg for 5 straight days.
HEAVEN! i love her laa okay.
infact she being more and more sporting. double yeaaaayyy.

erm, ms lim, you're great laah okay? sooo brave&you should be role model to all.=)
i miss the holidays. hmmphf.

2007-02-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

so whuat if i am?
you are nothing but a sore loser.

okay, i bet that les still reads my blog. ooppss? whuahaha.
mom bought me a new appile ipod shuffle. its a yeay. gaaahh!
okay, i regret buying that ipod. sheeeessshh. should buy the creative Zen mp4.
hmmphf! stupid i am.

i think my classmates is much better then the rest. who cant.. haha you know.
they understand me physically/mentally. thankyou guys.
eventhough sometimes you guys piss the hell out of me. =DDD
im glad to say myself&hunney is having a loving relationship.
infact we love each other more like we use to. yeay!

okay genduuut! i lub u i lub u. hehehehehehehehe=)

2007-02-26T01:50:00.000+08:00

fuck you peahead.
no lifer son of a bitch.
you've got stupid ancestor who have no dicks/vargina to fuck.
wonder how they do it. & got you bloody faggots AND pussies.

2007-02-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

just came back after a loooonnnggg day with hunney.
we met& decided to catch a movie.
but before that we alrd planned to sat around at the pasir ris waterbreaker.
since my popa gave me extra money, we decided to watch movie laas.
we short of 5$. yeaaa. hahahaha. sooo, called moma askin where is she&stuff.
then hunney& i went there. we're just askin fer the 5$ but she treated us lunch.
yeaaapp~ she does like shafeeq really much. haha. we ate at Cavana.
since hunney have no idea where to eat.
after eating, moma ask whuat time the movie starts. told her its like around 9pm.
haha. she nodded her head jeeeer. & i told her i'll be home late. around 12am.
soo zooom my hunney& i went to bought the ticket first. we watch the GhostRider.
kindda thrilling. while waiting for the movie to start. hunney went to smoke ferst.
we talk&stuffs. all the personal matters. we talk till we didint realise that the movie alrd started 30 mins ago.
haaaha. we ran seh. till we reach the cinema. gasping for air like fuck. haha.
but in the end we enjoy hugging each other comfortably. =DD
the movie end. our eyes is gettin heavy alrd. went to cheers, bought Nescafe.
walked home. haha. we crazy kan? yaaah. we walk. fun~
we laugh,talking about how our future gonna be, how much he love me&all.
then we sat somewhere for awhile. he talk something that kindda make me laugh yet weird.
haahah. his sister texted me asking him to go home. urgh.
soo we walked home. he send me till my doorstep& he waited me at my kitchen window.
oh, my flat is the 1st storey.
he waited because he wants me to wash my leg so nothing will follow me or anything.
haha. im kindda lazy thats why he wants to see on his own. haw sweet.
he was having some stomach cramps yet waited for me. awwh. i love him laas.

moma kept on asking about him. popa was just ignoring about shafeeq but he knows bout him.
haha. weird. on the other side.
shafeeq's moma&popa alrd agree that me&him can be together.
its a YEEEEAAAAAYYYYY~
should bring a camera just now. cause if i do, we alrd snapped alot of pics alrd.
=DDDDDDD

okay now. im tired.
need some sleep&rest cause tomorrow im meeting him again. woooppyy!
im lucky because i get to meet my Hunney everyday. i should thank God.

2007-02-24T12:11:00.000+08:00

im not going to change. no matter for the better/worse.
im totally happy with the way i am now.
& people, stop poking your nose in some matters laa okay.
myself&sabrina talked about everything alrd. so stop dragging the matter.
understand?
talk about yourself first then the others. stop accusing the person 100% without knowing the truth.
so whuat if she've help me with everything? excuse me. i've helped her alot too.
didint she tell you that? no right? of course laaa kan.
me? badmouthing? ohh please. its better to talk with my hunney then badmouthing bout her laa okay. sucha waste of time&breath.
you have the proof tak that i badmouth about her? stop being stupid. daynm.
whuat? my vulgar language is too harsh for her?
then whuat about HER sial pegi sial balek? pkr ah. stop blaming me for everything.
if you dont know anything, dont act like you know everything.
its between me & her. you've gt no rights to talked about this. hell to your bestfriends relationship.
if your reason is to help her. haha. dont act like your the angel around.
she still have the brain. let her do it on her own.

2007-02-23T16:56:00.000+08:00

to that [SOMEONE] who pissed me off yest.
no, not you sabrina. that friend of yours. that les. oopss?! hahahahahahahah!
she's trying to act like a one bigfuck around. by criticising me by my look.
haaaahahahaha. sooo? you are criticising one god creation you know that.
& you're one of satan creation. right? yaah. go satan!
you make stories about me to sabrina. childish move.
maybe you got that slow brain. a 5 year old brain stuck in a 13 year old body. haa~
oh, you cant keep secrets motherfucker. no wonder your friends keeps avoiding you.
tsktsktsk.
by posting a post at your blog about me wont make you any good.
whuat? you think people would like go,"WAAHH! FIERCE SIAA DEKNI. BERANI SIAA MAKI ISMA SUME. EYHH, COOL AH SIA TK KENTAL AHH DEKNI. CONFIRM POPULAR SIA. CONFIRM FIERCE GILER. COOL SIAA DIER." you think?
BAHAHAHA. you are just a one loser. loser with no virginity.
YOU GOT A BAD ENGLISH. SEDAR DIRI TUH SIKIT. haha. wokay?
& from the startin you added me in msn, i've hated you alrd.
you're just an irritating pest going around asking people for sympathy.
alaa kecian nye. tsktsktsk. poooooooooooor thang! enough tak?
klau nak simpati lagi, tolong pegi ke pusat kebajikan ye! org2 MSN bkan org2 nye.
eyhh, criticise me in your blog eyhh? hahahah! FYI, i dont think people would like reading your goddamn blog laaa okay! sucha waste of time.
& THAT [SOMEONE] DELETED HER BLOG. why? scared huh?
ohh yaah. this post is for somebody okay. kalau terasa, mmg itu kau lah eyh. HAHA.

people, if you hate me, go ahead.
im still a daughter to my parents, shafeeq still loves me, im still living in a good life, i still get whuat i wanted & IM STILL HAPPY!
i know some of them are sec 2's. espeacially sabrina peh bestfriend(S). in school i mean. hahaha.
go on pussy. you think i fucking care?
like whuat hunney says,"having more rivals is better then having more friends who talks behind your back."
hahahaha. im still happy. my family still pamper&love me verry much.
so is feeq! he's there wherever i am. soooo, read this. HATERS, HATE ME OKAY? GOGOGO!
talk behind my back all you want because whuat goes around comes around. =DDDD

2007-02-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

im kindda disgusted with some people.
urh okay. you are just being too emotional. you realise that?
& its a lucky thing that you still have people around you to console you.
enough said.

2007-02-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

haa ahah haha. soooo?
some people are just being sooooo stupid.
maybe you should thank god for that brain of yours. yeay!
go [SOMEONE] go! dissing me in your motherfucking blog wont make me any worse.
so long moron!

,,!,,

2007-02-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

the pictures tells you guys everything alrd.
if you cant get it. idiot. haha.
im kindda lazy to update naw. just let me summarise it wokay.
hunney&i went out together just naw. we went to the beach.
yeeaaap~ we had fun. a real fun.
hawww sweet can my hunney be. he make my name by the sand.
hee!

getting bored of my post?
because everyday is all about feeq?
alaaaaaaa. who ask you to read/visit my blog?
darn. stupid creations of god.
fuck your grandmother okay. this is my blog. remember loser.
pathetic.

i feel like cursing someone. any volunteer?

2007-02-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

okay im bored. seriously. haahaa~
not actually. ^,o

this morning went to school as per normal. & school really do sucks.
i went to the toilet&puts my FAVOURITE storybook&a bottle of apple tea on the sink.
when i came out from the cubicle, boom, only the drink is left. prankin me or smtg?
that book is a school library book&feeq'a pic's inside. for god sake, WHY DID THAT SOMEONE HAS TO STEAL THAT BOOK THAN THE DRINK? sooo stupid. mofo.
if my book is wit you, kindly, gimme back. i swear i'll never scold you or antg.
JUST FOR THAT PICTURE OF MY HUNNEY. sheesh.

then the CNY performance&all. boring.
after that, went to KFC with hunney,su,fizah. we ate till our fill.
then moma came. she asked for my help to carry some stuffs &all.
hunney had to go back home=( sedehhh. he have to go fishin after that laas.
moma kept on nagging asking me to call hunney.
"kau panggil laa shafeeq, boleh ajak dier makan skali. pegi.."
"dier nk pegi pancing. biar laa dier.."
hahaha. & on & on.
went to NTUC next. moma bought hunney&his family Fererro rocher.
sooooo the lucky laaa shafeeq. hahahah! but luckily my mom likes him. =DD
boarded the bus to go home. than hunney boarded the bus too. haaaa~
moma asked him to bring home some fish after the fishing. heh! tattau malu.

went home after that&quickly change. off to changi to meet hunney&his friends.
adeq,abang,iqbal,faez,haikel,nashree,Q tu sume.=.-
hunney picked me up at the bustop. yeaap! he's suchaa darling.=)
off to the place. sat&all. the guys went fishin blahblasblaaaa~
went home arnd 7 plus.

then hunney complained to me that he's hungry.
told him to come over my crib. but he deny. he object teros sehhh!
i took his rod&went home. of course he follows from the back! laughing taw!
heehee~
moma was at home. yeaaappp~. mom is reeaaallyy being supperr good to him.
asking me to serve him foood, help him with some stuffs&all.
hunney on the other side, happy giler! hahaha. but its fun.
& hunney washed all the plates in the kitchen! haw sweeeet! my baby...
hunney helped me took out my bike from the store. its reaaalllyyy tiring.
thank you laaa syg! i love him soooooooooooo much. nothing in this world can describe haw much i love him.
he went home. want to give him a kiss. tak jadi laas. hahahaha.

tomorrow goin out with hunney again. double yeay!
not sure where to go. haiyooooooooo~ but i cant wait laaas. =)))))!
IM, OFFICIALY 6 MONTHS WITH SHAFEEQ.
HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO FEEQISMA!
YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY YEAY! WOOOHOOOOO~
& we still going on...

2007-02-12T17:18:00.000+08:00

I'VE BEEN WANTING TO SHUT DOWN THIS BLOG. should i?

seriously. im lazy to update this blog. anything just tag. im nt into computers,internet,blogs and stuffs. just wasting part of my life.

2007-02-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

nyahahaaahaha's-~/ im happy indeed;!
i've alrd get use of being criticizes`. so by tagging at my blog bout that shit. wont make any effect on me MOTTTHHEERRFFUUUCCCKKERR!~; nyohhoh,.
hoopers! im happy laaas~wit the life im living. not like those people who has some problems, end up tagging my blog. NYAHAHAS!; blearghs=p goooogo fuck ur ancestor or smtg.

school was okay just naw. i was abit 'too" happy just naw.-`told uu!
all i do is laughlaugh hahahaahahhs'. im happy indeed;!
moma gonna buy me a new mp4. yeeeeehyehyeh! im happy indeed;-!
myself&hunney gonna go somewhere for Valentine s. uuhh~ IM HAPPY INDEED;!
kakak& all has been sooooper nice to me,;! yeeh. oohhlalaaalas. im happy indeed;!
last,'but nt least. RROOOAARR! the lions win laa sehh. googoogo! IM HAPPY INDEED;~!
lionel lewis, haw handsome can u get? =DD

kite saket aahh! benci aahh! irritating aahh! issheesh~ sabrina, thats ur line. =p
IM SICK. READ THIS. BUT IM STILL HAPPY. nyehhnyehnyohoh;.
i've yet to eat my pills because its too high for me too reach. ladder please? heeks.
i kept on sneezing laaa .hunney saw my stupid-ugly-face-of-sneezing alrd. =0
just naw went home wit hunney, we kept on talking stupid stuffs. nice~;
blaasbla. went home straight go i sleep. i swear i was effing tired^. slept&woke up at arnd 9 plus.
haaaas~

YEAY. IM HAPPY that tomorrow there's DNT! imme make my piece to a weird one'~
lets just wait&see yeaaa. woooho. im happy indeed;`!
I PASS MY CHEMISTRY TEST. noo retest/remedial is needed. YEEAH!
but i fail my maths. sheeeesh/ i hate maths remedial laaa okay. fuuuccckk.

wokayy naw. i want to sleep again. im really sleepy. i think i took smtg i guess.
haaa ahaha haha~ bye people.

2007-02-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

im gettin my haircut later.
i think im goin alone because feeq cant make it, the rest, i dont know.
haahaa~ its fun to be alone once in a while. yeaa~

common test is coming soon. i dont think i can pass.
i want my sec 2 teachers back. 2 years of shit with them. sheesh.
i miss 2006! i kinndaa hate 2007. like sooo the unlucky year. fuck 2007.

okay nasran. i think i've forgive u. but i swear i'll not talk to u. i'll end up slapping ur face.
mind my feeq just naw for talking to u. i didnt ask him to do so FYI.

feeq has just top up his prep8. which is a good thang. can meseg him anytime i want.
& i've make his message alert tone to the most irritatin,noisiest,loudest tone. haahaa!
be prepared to hear for the worst hunnneeeyyy!
& u tagged me?!?!?! for 2 months plus. naw u tag. wooo. heppi!

moma gonna buy me a mp4 soon! yeaaayy! i told her i dunwan hp. i want either mp4/ipod.
she agree. maybe i'll be having a new phone on my birthday. which gonna be the Nseries.
yees! i still need to shop a few more things laaa. daynm. money?

just naw arnd 5 plus. hunney came over my crib. FUN! we played the comp&all.
he went back like arnd 7? soo early i know. he'll be comin again soon.
hunney, i didnt write the hiphop forever thingy okay. & i didnt do the westside thingy too.
ssshhheessh! =p

ALOT OF PEOPLE IS LIKE USIN "WHAT" AS "WHUAT" SEHH!
"NOW" AS "NAW"
"HOW" AS "HAW" etc.
followin me is it? please laa okay. me too have my own originality. please go find ur own.
shoo! get outta here. scoundrels.

oke its 1.32am alrd. i want to read my novel naw.
tomorrow goin out.
GOODSNIGHTS.

2007-02-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

this morning. i think hard whether i should go to school or not. haahaa!
because no studies laaa. go ITE simei.
SSHHHEEESSSH! IM GOIN TO POLY LAAA IN FUTURE! cheh, confident.

just naw. myself& the girls was walking laas.
then got one ite girl shout,"eyh minah! blh belah suaa!" urrgghss!
sial uh. u know the meaning of shame? serious sehh. me&the girls didnt do anything.
reminder:you guys are just 2/3 years older than us. please dont act like a 1 bigfuck.

PAGI2 SKIRT KENE TANGKAP.
BDK LELAKI BUAT PERANGAI.
GADO DNGN HAFIZAH,ASHRAF,HALIM.
KENE KACAU.
GADO DNGN EDWIN.
GADO DNGN NASRAN.
GADO DNGN ZARIN.
GADO SKIT DNGN SUHADA.
GADO WITH THE CHINESE PEOPLE.
oke. i almost fought with everybody today.

kimak. nasran step mane peh bigfuck. musibat, perangai decent act like one ah. kau pkr aku punching bag kau pe siaa nk tumbok2. aku tau ah sia aku pmpn, lembik tk fightback. eyh tadi naseb ah eyh aku nak pump kau peh muke kwn aku sume tarik. klau tidak muke kau da lame sia aku pijak. mak kau peh puki ah NASRAN. musibat kau. besok kau tengok kau peh blkng je la eyh. tkde org pernah buat aku gini peh geram. naseb ah tadi aku saba, binatang. otak kau pegi buat makan binatang la eyh. harap2 kau bace ah. sial.

i dont want to attend school tomorrow. should i?

just came back meetin hunney. i waited fer him like 20 mins. loonng right?
oke. i waited fer him at a veryyy very quietest,scariest place. full of dogs. shesh!
i was about to cry. shafeena called me. i cried more!
then, theres one door, open with a loud bang. i thought someone go kick. then i ignore.
hunney came, i told him bout the door&when i turn, the door is close&lock.
tell me, just naw the door was wiiidddeee open. when hunney came, close&lock.
WHUAT KIND OF JOKE!??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!??!?!??!!!!???!?!?!
it freaks the hell out of me. &its friday night.

WHAT A BAD DAY FOR ME. TODAY'S JUST NT MY DAY!

feeq accompany me to tamp mart. bought stuffs&bubble tea.
find a place to sit and we joke arnd. fffuuuunnnn~
when the wind blows, its gettin colder.
he pull me, &hug me tighter.
awwh! haha. my sweetest genduuut. i love him.
& i joke arnd wit him like whuat. i look at the clouds. it shows =(.
REAALLY! NO JOKE!
feeq:HAHA! YOU SEE. THE CLOUDS DESCRIBE YOUR FEELING HUNNEY. cause u had a bad day..blaaa..
HAHA!
arnd 10 plus, we went home. kisses goodbye.

went home here i am! nyohoh~. oke naw. my eyes are gettin heavier.
imme close my eyes at the night.
& make it wider by the day.
if you give me all the rights.
imme give you my pay.
HAHA! ISSMA MREPEK! oke goodnight!

2007-01-31T21:34:00.000+08:00

GUESS. WHICH IS ME OR FEEQ? HEEHEE~

im sick sehh. verrryyy.
because of the cold weather each and every morning,night.

just naw morn, i've the feeling that feeq's sick&didnt attend school.
soo, i texted his sister. yeaa. tk pegi skola laa syg aku ni.
went to school per normal. everyday asek forget to bring my jacket. sheesh.
after school, hunney called. heppi laa!
he told me to meet him under his blk. yeaa. he looks healthy.

i really make him laugh his ass out. he kepts on laughing none stop.
haha! cute la.
"awak da knape?"
"hahahahahahhahahahaaha"
serious. never see him laugh like that before. hrmm~ atleast i make him laugh fer that day.
we sat arnd at some blk. make him laugh more.
then~ went home.

ohh! yesterday mune yesterday, i borrowed a THICKTHICK malay novel.
serious,best giler sehh the story. kept on reading in class.
espeacially physics. i can do whuatever i want. monitress maah!

any kind souls out there who can spare me new MP3/HP?
i seriously,badly need one. i've gt alot of new songs which i want to hear in school.
jealous plk aku pagi2 pegi skola naek bus org denga mp3 kuat2. hrp2 dier cpt pekak.
anyone who have extra, borrow fer the mean time laas.
i've yet to pay my bills. the hp, & alot of things more. can i work?

some school has their sec 3 camp. i also want!
tk fair tk fair! hmmph.

there's a change in the song. notice it? hehe!
eyhh hoppers, do tag me oke. :D

urhh, oke naw. i think imme eat my pills and off to sleep.
sorry hunney, i cant call u today. miss u.=(
take care people. bye bye.

2007-01-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

AAAAHHHH~ IM SICK. AKU SAKET LAAA. sheesh 0,-"
i seriously want to finish schooling ASAP. PLEEEAAASSSEEE!
im sick and tired of waking up at 6. wearing the uniform. carry the bag full of books!
i think there's another 2 more years for me. whuuuaaahhh! soo long sehh.
kept on complaining to feeq& he said,"alaa, time's passing by soo fast."
FASST? TODAY'S TUESDAY. haw fast can it get till the next 2 years? GAAWWFF!

I THINK I'VE GAIN WEIGHT. YESSS! ARHHGH. NOO.
I'VE BEEN EATING CADBURY HAZELNUT CHOC AFTER SCHOOL EVERYDAY.
I THINK I'VE MADE IT A HABIT ALRD. DAAYYNM.
"awak nak skit?"(u want some?)
"tanak uh. nnti jadi gemok mcm awak. i dont want to gain calories. hehe.=p"
YOU SEE YOU SEE. EVEN FEEQ SAY SO. SSSHUUHHS.

ashraf&halim has been reading my notebook.
i totally forgot that hunney drew some funny names fer me.
ASHRAF&HALIM. KRG PANTAT! I SWEAR IMME SPANK UR BUTT IF U KEEP ON DISTURBIN ME. but still, u guys are the best. haha.

AND I REAALLY REGRET FER CABOT-ING MY MATHS REMEDIAL.
shit. siaal uh. I GT 0/25 FOR MY MATHS TEST. i know im clever. sial.

IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH DNT. I THINK I MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE FER TAKING DNT AS MY MAIN SUBJECT.
i've actually have to make a box. fuckin easy laas. to some of my classmate, that kind of thing is hell. HAHA. poor thang.
i finish first then the others just naw. soo, i decided to take a wood & cut it to FLI.
nyoho~ MENJADI LAA SIA. i cut&paste at my box. it turns out nice. well done laa isma.
o-,-o

my baby is sick. poor laa him. haw i wish that i have the medicine that can make him healthy all the way till the rest of his life! gawf. worried like hell la.
he yest cough& some blood came out. see. sheeesh. wanted to bring him to the doc. but he refuse. degil i tell u. sooo stubborn. =(

urrhh. im sick. & my eyes is feeling heavy. good night people.
have a good fuckin day tmrw.

I LOVE SHAFEEEEEEQ!

2007-01-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

people. dont ask fer my help next time oke. i've gt no time.
whuat fer if u help someone if u get a fuckin bad return. well, i dont really expect a good one.
whuatever laaa. MNL.

just naw, cross country is just wasting of time.
myself&huney went there together. blaas. the sec 3's girls have to run.
nyoho~ myself,mande,gayle,sharmaine,afifah,yasmin all walk. haha!
we walk all the way. gt the number 67. =p
then~ myself,hafizah,shafeena,efah walk all the way till safra. just to accompiny me to meet hunney.
my hunney cabot the cross country thingy.shessssh;hunney disturbed me all the way. serious. mcm bdk kecik.
i laugh like no one buisness. mataer tk mataer. ketawe je rabak2. hahahaa! terok eyhh.

currently watchin the singaporeVSmalaysia. seriously, this year game is fuckin lame sia.
AND THE MALAYSIA KEEPER ATE CHEWIN GUM INFRONT OF THE CAM!
wei! singapore kennot eat chewin gums laa! later after game conferm kena summon! nyoho~

oke naw. bye~